While ironing this evening I felt my soul being stirred. I recognized that God was saying something to me, so I listened a little closer. I am learning that when I feel Him breaking through my thoughts that He has something I need to hear. Sometimes it's for me, other times it is a word for "someone else". Most of the time I do not know who that "someone" is. So, the only thing I know to do is pray and sometimes write what I feel. (Lest anyone think I am "super spiritual", please don't. I am just a sinner saved by grace. In other words...if it wasn't for Him...I would be nothing!)
When I felt the Lord prompt me, I stopped and wrote on Facebook these words..."We're living in the last days! WHY let down the guard rails in your life now? It doesn't make any sense! HOLD ON! It'll be worth every conviction, every godly instruction, every step you take in the footprints of righteous men and women who gave their life for what we hold dear." I went about the house, but this thought will not leave me alone.
...Pandora Radio was playing...I heard...
TAKE ME BACK! TAKE ME BACK DEAR LORD...
TO THE PLACE WHERE I FIRST RECEIVED YOU!
TAKE ME BACK! TAKE ME BACK DEAR LORD...
WHERE I FIRST BELIEVED!
...the Holy Ghost swept in...and I felt it!
...I prayed...YES GOD! TAKE ME BACK WHERE I FIRST BELIEVED!
What is it in the world that you're wanting? What bright lights are calling you? What is it you're wanting to do that you haven't been able to do, or maybe I should say...allowed to do? Why do you want it? Why do you want to do that "something"? "The pleasures of sin are only for a season". What you desire is going to bring your soul to ruin. WHY HALT YE BETWEEN TWO OPINIONS?
Yes...TAKE ME BACK! TAKE ME BACK DEAR LORD!
Before I hit the "Publish Post" button, I know I could DELETE this whole thing. But, I refuse to do so! "Someone out there" just might be getting ready to make the biggest mistake of their life! I wish I could yell loud enough to get your attention! It's time to WAKE UP to the lies you are believing! Whatever you do, please do not resist the voice of God! He is calling your name! He is trying to get your attention. COME HOME! COME HOME!
I can hear another song playing in my memory...
Eternity...Eternity...where will you spend Eternity?
In Heaven or Hell...where will it be?
Where will you spend Eternity?
You can click this blog closed, and go about the rest of your evening. No one will stop you! Or, maybe you can find a place to pray and return back to God! He's waiting with open arms! He loves you and I love you! Please do not wait...
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Real People
I was needing a kind word from someone this week when out of nowhere a friend that I had not known for long walked up, gave me a warm "friend" greeting, wrapped me in her arms, and let me know I was loved! I cannot express the warmth I felt from her greeting. I went home that night a changed lady because someone gave their love in a beautiful, unassuming, gentle, sweet way. Later, she came to me and apologized for being "disrespectful" to me. She felt she had been too familiar. I could not have been more surprised! I assured her, with tears, that she had touched me in a way that I needed on that day.
I love REAL people! In God's work there should never be "big I's and little You's". REAL people love without reservation, and give unselfishly. The dear sweet lady that hugged me was REAL, unassuming, and unselfish! She was giving PURE LOVE and I knew it was coming from a heart filled with GOD'S LOVE! God placed her in my life and I'm blessed to call her "friend". I am really looking forward to my next visit with her, even if it is for a "split second in time".
We are living in a hurting, selfish world. People all around us are longing for love and friendship. Don't be afraid to reach out and love someone. Be REAL! Reach for others and help them carry their load. They will be forever thankful.
I love REAL people! In God's work there should never be "big I's and little You's". REAL people love without reservation, and give unselfishly. The dear sweet lady that hugged me was REAL, unassuming, and unselfish! She was giving PURE LOVE and I knew it was coming from a heart filled with GOD'S LOVE! God placed her in my life and I'm blessed to call her "friend". I am really looking forward to my next visit with her, even if it is for a "split second in time".
We are living in a hurting, selfish world. People all around us are longing for love and friendship. Don't be afraid to reach out and love someone. Be REAL! Reach for others and help them carry their load. They will be forever thankful.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Hope Beyond This Life
While sitting here reflecting over the last few days the song comes to me...
There is coming a day,
When no heart aches shall come.
No more clouds in the sky,
No more tears to dim the eye.
All is peace forevermore,
On that happy golden shore.
What a day, glorious day that will be.
There'll be no sorrow there,
No more burdens to bear.
No more sickness, no pain,
No more parting over there.
And forever I will be,
With the One who died for me.
What a day, glorious day that will be.
WE HAVE A HOPE BEYOND THIS LIFE!
In the midst of sorrow...we have joy. The "happenings" around us may take our "happiness" away for a time, but the joy that comes from God, stands strong and unshaken!
In the last few days we have lost another beautiful "warrior of the cross". No, we didn't see her up in front of the crowds, but she was a strong, unwavering woman of God! I never saw Sis. Pam Rhoads without a ready smile and worship coming from her heart. Even in the pain and suffering she went through, her faith remained strong! We will miss her on the 'ole camp ground! I do not understand the ways of God, but I trust Him! One thing I do understand is that my heart is longing more and more for "home" where there is no more pain, sickness or death!
I'm longing for home, for the sun's going down.
I long to go where, sweet rest can be found.
I'm just about through, with this old house of clay.
I'm leaving this world...for glory someday.
There is coming a day,
When no heart aches shall come.
No more clouds in the sky,
No more tears to dim the eye.
All is peace forevermore,
On that happy golden shore.
What a day, glorious day that will be.
There'll be no sorrow there,
No more burdens to bear.
No more sickness, no pain,
No more parting over there.
And forever I will be,
With the One who died for me.
What a day, glorious day that will be.
WE HAVE A HOPE BEYOND THIS LIFE!
In the midst of sorrow...we have joy. The "happenings" around us may take our "happiness" away for a time, but the joy that comes from God, stands strong and unshaken!
In the last few days we have lost another beautiful "warrior of the cross". No, we didn't see her up in front of the crowds, but she was a strong, unwavering woman of God! I never saw Sis. Pam Rhoads without a ready smile and worship coming from her heart. Even in the pain and suffering she went through, her faith remained strong! We will miss her on the 'ole camp ground! I do not understand the ways of God, but I trust Him! One thing I do understand is that my heart is longing more and more for "home" where there is no more pain, sickness or death!
I'm longing for home, for the sun's going down.
I long to go where, sweet rest can be found.
I'm just about through, with this old house of clay.
I'm leaving this world...for glory someday.
The Passing of Sis. Pam Rhoads
Sis. Pam Rhoads, wife of Bro. David Rhoads passed away at her residence on January 14, 2012. Bro. Rhoads serves as the Facilities Administrator of the Camp Grounds in Lufkin and they reside on the Camp Grounds.
Services for Sis. Rhoads will be as follows:
Visitation will be Tuesday, January 17, 2012, from 6:00 to 8:00 PM at Carroway Funeral Home, 2704 S. John Redditt Dr., Lufkin, TX (936-634-2255).
Funeral services will be Wednesday, January 18, 2012 at 10:00 AM at Eastview United Pentecostal Church, 2411 Paul Ave., (Paul Ave. & Loop 287), Lufkin, TX (936-632-3525).
Interment will be at 4:00 PM Wednesday, January 18, at Huffines Cemetery, Huffines, TX, which is near Bivins, TX. Bro. Kent Rhoads will be officiating at the interment.
Please pray for the family. Some additional information about this great lady:
Pamela Jean Lewis Rhoads was born July 20, 1951 in Atlanta, Texas, and died Saturday, January 14, 2012 at her residence. She was an alumnus of Texas Bible College. She has been a wife, mother, nurse, housewife, Bible Quiz coach, Sunday school teacher, pastor’s wife, missionary, and friend to many. She had resided in Lufkin for the past 8 years. She was a member of Westside Apostolic Church and known for her ready smile and positive attitude.
Survivors include her husband, Rev. David G. Rhoads of Lufkin; daughters, Kimberly Rhoads Goodrum and husband Vlad, missionaries to Paraguay, South America and Adonya Rhoads Dryden and husband Kevin of Mooringsport, Louisiana; grandsons, Elisha Goodrum, Samuel Goodrum, Kristopher Dryden, and Killian Dryden; father and mother, Reverend D.A., Sr. and Lorene Lewis of Marshall, Texas; brothers, Rev. Danny Lewis and wife Donna of Kirbyville, Texas and Rev. Jonathan Lewis and wife Cindy of Opelousas, Louisiana; and multiple aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews, and friends.
Friday, January 06, 2012
Voice of Experience
My sister, Ronda wrote a Comment on the last post I wrote, Hold On to Truth . I want everyone to read what she said, so I'm re-posting her words. God speaks to us when we seek Him for answers to our questions! I love how He spoke to Ronda.
Many years ago when I was asking the Lord (sincerely)if everything I had been raised to believe was truth, the Lord gave me this scripture. I will never forget that day. This truth is precious to me and it is not for sale!
2 Timothy 3:13-15
13 But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived.
14 But continue thou in the things which thou hast learned and hast been assured of, knowing of whom thou hast learned them;
15 And that from a child thou hast known the holy scriptures, which are able to make thee wise unto salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus.
2 Timothy 3:13-15
13 But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived.
14 But continue thou in the things which thou hast learned and hast been assured of, knowing of whom thou hast learned them;
15 And that from a child thou hast known the holy scriptures, which are able to make thee wise unto salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus.
Tuesday, January 03, 2012
Hold On to Truth
In my Bible Reading this morning I read the scripture once again that says...
Now the serpent was more subtle than any beast of the field which the Lord God had made. And he said unto the woman, "Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not eat of every tree of the garden?" Eve answered him and said, "We may eat of the fruit of the trees of the garden: But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, "Ye shall not eat of IT, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die."
First of all the serpent came to Eve with the intention of "twisting" what God had said, and somehow upon hearing what the serpent had to say Eve decided to make the story a little "juicier" by adding her own words to the situation. Eve told the serpent what God had said then added..."neither shall ye touch it". I haven't read where God said those words. By the time the conversation between the serpent and Eve was over she was probably so confused about what God had told her husband, before she was created, that she now questioned if that's REALLY what He meant when He told Adam he couldn't "eat of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil".
Since I read these scriptures this morning my spirit has been stirred within. Through the years I've watched how the adversary works on the minds of people, and more than ever I find myself guarding my heart and mind when someone comes around and starts "adding their twist" to the Word of God. You know, Eve had no reason to not trust the serpent. They lived in the same garden. They walked down the same trails. They enjoyed the perfection of God's creation, together. She wasn't afraid of the serpent, because until he came to her and was used to "question God's instructions" she had no reason to be. She didn't even know what "fear" was! It wasn't till after she had disobeyed God that her eyes were opened to what she had done. Isn't that just like sin? You get enthralled with the "bright lights" and enjoy playing around with sin, and then...your eyes are opened to the fact that you have disobeyed God and now have to suffer the consequences!
The spirit of deception is a scary thing! What is so scary is that a person can be wrong and not know it. The word deceive means to mislead by a false appearance or statement. It is hard for me to think anyone would want to deceive others on purpose, but there are people that are evil enough to do just that! Deception is a trick of Satan and he is working overtime to deceive you into believing "God didn't mean it THAT way". "Oh Eve, it's okay! You're not going to die just because you eat a piece of fruit! Come on! Get real! God is a God of love. Go ahead..." (hee-heee-heee) I hear him smirking as he walks away.
2 Peter 2 is a chapter in the Bible that I take very seriously. The beginning of the chapter is very sobering: Listen..."But false prophets also arose among the people, just as there will be false teachers among you, who will secretly bring in destructive heresies, even denying the Master who bought them, bringing upon themselves swift destruction." Now, if that doesn't make you cringe listen to this. "And many will follow their sensuality, and because of them the way of truth will be blasphemed." (ESV) You can read the whole chapter if you're interested, but the other part that "gets me" says: "They promise them freedom, but they themselves are slaves of corruption. For whatever overcomes a person, to that he is enslaved. For if,after they have escaped the defilements of the world through the knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, they are again entangled in them and overcome, the last state has become worse for them than the first. For it would have been better for them never to have known the way of righteousness than after knowing it to turn back from the holy commandment delivered to them. What the true proverb says has happened to them: "The dog returns to its own vomit, and the sow, after washing herself, returns to wallow in the mire."
I am usually very positive on my blog and upbeat about life, but when it comes to being saved, I get serious REAL fast! There is nothing more important to me than hearing my Savior say, "Well done, thou good and faithful servant." I haven't lived for God my whole life to now "turn away" from the things I've been taught. I hear it ringing in my ears as my husband, my father, and many other preachers have said, "Beware lest anyone tries to turn you away from what you've been taught!" Then using Apostle Paul's words..."But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any other gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto you, let him be accursed." I hear my husband telling our church, "You need to get a love for this Truth! If I was to get up one night and preach to you something contrary to this Book, don't believe it! Love this Truth! Hold it dear! Don't let it go!"
My heart IS stirred tonight! I can't get away from the fact that Satan is working to deceive anyone that will give him a chance. He is wanting to put a QUESTION in their mind about what they have believed for many years. They once loved the Truth. They once believed in "holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord". What they never believed would happen to them, they have allowed to overtake them, and they don't even realize what's happened!
I decided a long time ago that I'm going to hold onto what has been handed down to me from "holy men of God" who have paid the price to preach this glorious Truth! I will not listen to anyone that wants to tell me what I love is no longer relevant and we don't have to live that way anymore. I love God too much to fail Him now. As David prayed, I pray..."Lighten mine eyes lest I sleep the sleep of death."
Now the serpent was more subtle than any beast of the field which the Lord God had made. And he said unto the woman, "Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not eat of every tree of the garden?" Eve answered him and said, "We may eat of the fruit of the trees of the garden: But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, "Ye shall not eat of IT, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die."
First of all the serpent came to Eve with the intention of "twisting" what God had said, and somehow upon hearing what the serpent had to say Eve decided to make the story a little "juicier" by adding her own words to the situation. Eve told the serpent what God had said then added..."neither shall ye touch it". I haven't read where God said those words. By the time the conversation between the serpent and Eve was over she was probably so confused about what God had told her husband, before she was created, that she now questioned if that's REALLY what He meant when He told Adam he couldn't "eat of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil".
Since I read these scriptures this morning my spirit has been stirred within. Through the years I've watched how the adversary works on the minds of people, and more than ever I find myself guarding my heart and mind when someone comes around and starts "adding their twist" to the Word of God. You know, Eve had no reason to not trust the serpent. They lived in the same garden. They walked down the same trails. They enjoyed the perfection of God's creation, together. She wasn't afraid of the serpent, because until he came to her and was used to "question God's instructions" she had no reason to be. She didn't even know what "fear" was! It wasn't till after she had disobeyed God that her eyes were opened to what she had done. Isn't that just like sin? You get enthralled with the "bright lights" and enjoy playing around with sin, and then...your eyes are opened to the fact that you have disobeyed God and now have to suffer the consequences!
The spirit of deception is a scary thing! What is so scary is that a person can be wrong and not know it. The word deceive means to mislead by a false appearance or statement. It is hard for me to think anyone would want to deceive others on purpose, but there are people that are evil enough to do just that! Deception is a trick of Satan and he is working overtime to deceive you into believing "God didn't mean it THAT way". "Oh Eve, it's okay! You're not going to die just because you eat a piece of fruit! Come on! Get real! God is a God of love. Go ahead..." (hee-heee-heee) I hear him smirking as he walks away.
2 Peter 2 is a chapter in the Bible that I take very seriously. The beginning of the chapter is very sobering: Listen..."But false prophets also arose among the people, just as there will be false teachers among you, who will secretly bring in destructive heresies, even denying the Master who bought them, bringing upon themselves swift destruction." Now, if that doesn't make you cringe listen to this. "And many will follow their sensuality, and because of them the way of truth will be blasphemed." (ESV) You can read the whole chapter if you're interested, but the other part that "gets me" says: "They promise them freedom, but they themselves are slaves of corruption. For whatever overcomes a person, to that he is enslaved. For if,after they have escaped the defilements of the world through the knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, they are again entangled in them and overcome, the last state has become worse for them than the first. For it would have been better for them never to have known the way of righteousness than after knowing it to turn back from the holy commandment delivered to them. What the true proverb says has happened to them: "The dog returns to its own vomit, and the sow, after washing herself, returns to wallow in the mire."
I am usually very positive on my blog and upbeat about life, but when it comes to being saved, I get serious REAL fast! There is nothing more important to me than hearing my Savior say, "Well done, thou good and faithful servant." I haven't lived for God my whole life to now "turn away" from the things I've been taught. I hear it ringing in my ears as my husband, my father, and many other preachers have said, "Beware lest anyone tries to turn you away from what you've been taught!" Then using Apostle Paul's words..."But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any other gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto you, let him be accursed." I hear my husband telling our church, "You need to get a love for this Truth! If I was to get up one night and preach to you something contrary to this Book, don't believe it! Love this Truth! Hold it dear! Don't let it go!"
My heart IS stirred tonight! I can't get away from the fact that Satan is working to deceive anyone that will give him a chance. He is wanting to put a QUESTION in their mind about what they have believed for many years. They once loved the Truth. They once believed in "holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord". What they never believed would happen to them, they have allowed to overtake them, and they don't even realize what's happened!
I decided a long time ago that I'm going to hold onto what has been handed down to me from "holy men of God" who have paid the price to preach this glorious Truth! I will not listen to anyone that wants to tell me what I love is no longer relevant and we don't have to live that way anymore. I love God too much to fail Him now. As David prayed, I pray..."Lighten mine eyes lest I sleep the sleep of death."
The Beginning of a Great Year
When this morning dawned, I shook myself into reality and found myself in "high gear"! January 2012 is going to be a very busy, yet enjoyable time for us. This coming weekend is M.A.P. - Ministerial Advancement Program for the ministers who are becoming members of the United Pentecostal Church International here in the Texas District, or those who are going to a different level of being licensed. (ie: General or Ordination) As I was preparing for my classes today I felt excitement down deep inside as I thought about the ladies I will have the privilege of teaching. I am so blessed to be one of the teachers, and take my part very seriously. What a privilege to be asked to teach, and what a responsibility!
As I look back over my life I can say that I wouldn't have wanted to live any other life. I loved growing up in a Pastor's home. I loved listening to preacher's and their wives talk about the work of God when they came to preach for Daddy. The stories were wonderful! I smile thinking about the funny stories that were told and can still hear Daddy laughing and Mother giggling. I gave up my bedroom many times so the "Evangelist couple" could have a place to stay. I don't ever remember thinking I was being misplaced! I loved the fact that these "special people" were staying in MY room. I have been blessed in life and can honestly say that I love being a Preacher's Kid!
In my earliest memories I dreamed of marrying a preacher! I wanted to travel and be with him every mile, do whatever I could to help him in revivals, and I've had that privilege. When my husband felt God calling him to pastor, I wanted to be right there beside him doing whatever I could to help in the Kingdom of God! The saints we were privileged to pastor were wonderful to us and our boys. They gave us their love and became our "family". My life has been blessed beyond measure. Raising our sons in a ministers home has brought them the same opportunities that I had growing up. They have been in the presence of great Missionaries (home and foreign), Evangelists, Preachers and Teachers. They also got to sit and listen to the stories and experience the presence of great men and women of God. I'm so glad they have their fingerprints in their hearts.
Please excuse me as I "count my blessings", but I guess in preparing for the weekend seminars my heart started remembering. Thank God for a wonderful life! I'm pretty sure the reason my heart is full of expectation and excitement is because I want the ladies I'll be teaching to experience this great life.
P.S. I guess I need to say for anyone who is thinking I'm blinded to the fact that the life I've lived hasn't always been a "rose garden"... I am not oblivious to that fact! We've reached to pick a rose a few times and got pricked by the thorns. It didn't feel good and we cried. We've had our times of frustration, life's burdens weighing us down, and experienced disappointments. But...GOD has never disappointed us! And when it seemed we were about to sink He stepped into our situation and commanded "PEACE BE STILL"! I can say..."I have NEVER seen the righteous forsaken or his seed begging for bread!". God has supplied our every need and walked with us through every valley! HE has been our Strength, our Director, our Counsellor, and I have nothing to complain about! When we've worked for the greatest Employer ever known to man...how could I complain?
As I look back over my life I can say that I wouldn't have wanted to live any other life. I loved growing up in a Pastor's home. I loved listening to preacher's and their wives talk about the work of God when they came to preach for Daddy. The stories were wonderful! I smile thinking about the funny stories that were told and can still hear Daddy laughing and Mother giggling. I gave up my bedroom many times so the "Evangelist couple" could have a place to stay. I don't ever remember thinking I was being misplaced! I loved the fact that these "special people" were staying in MY room. I have been blessed in life and can honestly say that I love being a Preacher's Kid!
In my earliest memories I dreamed of marrying a preacher! I wanted to travel and be with him every mile, do whatever I could to help him in revivals, and I've had that privilege. When my husband felt God calling him to pastor, I wanted to be right there beside him doing whatever I could to help in the Kingdom of God! The saints we were privileged to pastor were wonderful to us and our boys. They gave us their love and became our "family". My life has been blessed beyond measure. Raising our sons in a ministers home has brought them the same opportunities that I had growing up. They have been in the presence of great Missionaries (home and foreign), Evangelists, Preachers and Teachers. They also got to sit and listen to the stories and experience the presence of great men and women of God. I'm so glad they have their fingerprints in their hearts.
Please excuse me as I "count my blessings", but I guess in preparing for the weekend seminars my heart started remembering. Thank God for a wonderful life! I'm pretty sure the reason my heart is full of expectation and excitement is because I want the ladies I'll be teaching to experience this great life.
P.S. I guess I need to say for anyone who is thinking I'm blinded to the fact that the life I've lived hasn't always been a "rose garden"... I am not oblivious to that fact! We've reached to pick a rose a few times and got pricked by the thorns. It didn't feel good and we cried. We've had our times of frustration, life's burdens weighing us down, and experienced disappointments. But...GOD has never disappointed us! And when it seemed we were about to sink He stepped into our situation and commanded "PEACE BE STILL"! I can say..."I have NEVER seen the righteous forsaken or his seed begging for bread!". God has supplied our every need and walked with us through every valley! HE has been our Strength, our Director, our Counsellor, and I have nothing to complain about! When we've worked for the greatest Employer ever known to man...how could I complain?
Sunday, January 01, 2012
The Beginning
Sunday, January 1, 2012...
What a beautiful day! We were privileged to be in church at Broaddus, TX with Pastor and Sis. Mark Green where the Lord, and the beautiful saints of God met with us. One of the "congregational songs" we sang this morning was "The Old Rugged Cross". I don't know when I've heard this old anthem at church or on the radio for that matter, but as we began singing, the presence of God swept into the congregation. I looked around and saw many hands raised in worship and my heart was warmed by the knowledge of what Jesus did for us on Calvary. I saw Him hanging on the cross with His arms outstretched with His hands nailed to the cross. As I sang and "remembered" what He had done for me, I raised my hands in worship. I was overwhelmed with the fact that "because He was nailed to the cross for me, I was privileged to raise my hands to Him!" Thankfulness filled my heart! I praised Him this morning with a renewed appreciation for the cross and the sacrifice He made for me.
This year...I am wanting to renew my appreciation for the simple, yet deep things of God! I want my heart and spirit awakened to the things of the "Spirit"! I don't have time to waste! I do not want the "basics of God's Word" to be lost in the "programs of the church". I love the fact that we have the tools for organized Bible Reading and organized Prayer, but I don't want to read my Bible or Pray just because it's the "thing to do". My heart is hungry for the Word of God to SPEAK to me!
Could it be that this restlessness in my heart is because the Spirit of God within is realizing Jesus is going to return? Could it be that He is stirring my heart to get me prepared for His coming? Could it be that "the spirit that raised Christ from the dead" is getting ready to "also quicken this mortal body ... and we shall be caught up to meet the Lord in the air?" Could it be...Gabriel is raising the trumpet to his lips and is just waiting for Jesus to say, "BLOW YOUR TRUMPET, GABRIEL! I'M READY FOR MY CHILDREN TO BE HOME!"
Yes, I'm restless! I'm longing for "home"! And, I'm watching the sky to see if He is "coming in the clouds"! But, while I am waiting...I will prepare!
What a beautiful day! We were privileged to be in church at Broaddus, TX with Pastor and Sis. Mark Green where the Lord, and the beautiful saints of God met with us. One of the "congregational songs" we sang this morning was "The Old Rugged Cross". I don't know when I've heard this old anthem at church or on the radio for that matter, but as we began singing, the presence of God swept into the congregation. I looked around and saw many hands raised in worship and my heart was warmed by the knowledge of what Jesus did for us on Calvary. I saw Him hanging on the cross with His arms outstretched with His hands nailed to the cross. As I sang and "remembered" what He had done for me, I raised my hands in worship. I was overwhelmed with the fact that "because He was nailed to the cross for me, I was privileged to raise my hands to Him!" Thankfulness filled my heart! I praised Him this morning with a renewed appreciation for the cross and the sacrifice He made for me.
This year...I am wanting to renew my appreciation for the simple, yet deep things of God! I want my heart and spirit awakened to the things of the "Spirit"! I don't have time to waste! I do not want the "basics of God's Word" to be lost in the "programs of the church". I love the fact that we have the tools for organized Bible Reading and organized Prayer, but I don't want to read my Bible or Pray just because it's the "thing to do". My heart is hungry for the Word of God to SPEAK to me!
Could it be that this restlessness in my heart is because the Spirit of God within is realizing Jesus is going to return? Could it be that He is stirring my heart to get me prepared for His coming? Could it be that "the spirit that raised Christ from the dead" is getting ready to "also quicken this mortal body ... and we shall be caught up to meet the Lord in the air?" Could it be...Gabriel is raising the trumpet to his lips and is just waiting for Jesus to say, "BLOW YOUR TRUMPET, GABRIEL! I'M READY FOR MY CHILDREN TO BE HOME!"
Yes, I'm restless! I'm longing for "home"! And, I'm watching the sky to see if He is "coming in the clouds"! But, while I am waiting...I will prepare!
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Goodbye 2011...Welcome 2012
The year 2011 has been a wonderful year in so many ways, and my husband and I have been blessed to have two gorgeous granddaughters born, making the total SIX! We couldn't be more in love than we already are with these blessings from God. Thank you Jesus for our sweetheart babies!
We have also been blessed to serve another year in the Kingdom of God. We are so thankful for all of our ministry friends and their families. We are honored to be part of such great people, and feel your love as we travel around the district. We are blessed to be in your company. We are looking forward to another great year in the Texas District and anxious to see what God "has up His sleeve" for all of us. ;-)
As I've gone about my home this evening, unpacking from a very busy three days, I have been feeling the presence of the Most High God bidding me to "draw closer" to Him. I found myself singing...
Jesus, You're the center of my joy;
All that's good and perfect comes from You.
You're the heart of my contentment;
Hope for all I do.
Jesus, You're the center of my joy.
My heart is reaching for more of Him, and less of me in this New Year. Just to dwell in His presence, and know He is near when I whisper His Name is a beautiful comfort.
The New Year...2012...I want to go back to the basics. I really would like to get rid of any access baggage that would weigh me down in my spirit. Whatever "bugs me" because I'm human, I would love to not worry about anymore, but the only way to do that is to focus on the One who is PERFECT in ALL things! I want to know what His Word has to say to me this year, and to know what He expects of ME. I want to know Him more and spend more time with Him in prayer losing myself in His presence just to know Him.
I have a "special project" that I am starting this year that I'm looking forward to. I spent a long time today finding exactly what I wanted and needed to help me with this. It's something that will have eternal benefits and I'm excited! I may disclose what it is at a later date, but at this time I want to keep it close to my heart.
What are your plans this year? Do you have anything you're really wanting to accomplish? Whatever it is, let it become your PASSION, especially if it is something that will draw you closer to God. When 2012 comes to a close may we all look back and say we had a wonderful year and that we love God more than we did when we began the year. May His grace and mercy lead us, may we see the things of God come into focus and the things of the world fade into the background. And, if Jesus chooses to come back for His children, my heart's desire is to see you dancing on the streets of gold!
I will leave my blog for the year 2011 by focusing once again on what's important and singing...
This world, this world is not my home.
This world, this world is not my home.
This world, is not my resting place.
This world, this world is not my home.
Goodbye 2011 ... WELCOME 2012! I'm happy to see you...
We have also been blessed to serve another year in the Kingdom of God. We are so thankful for all of our ministry friends and their families. We are honored to be part of such great people, and feel your love as we travel around the district. We are blessed to be in your company. We are looking forward to another great year in the Texas District and anxious to see what God "has up His sleeve" for all of us. ;-)
As I've gone about my home this evening, unpacking from a very busy three days, I have been feeling the presence of the Most High God bidding me to "draw closer" to Him. I found myself singing...
Jesus, You're the center of my joy;
All that's good and perfect comes from You.
You're the heart of my contentment;
Hope for all I do.
Jesus, You're the center of my joy.
My heart is reaching for more of Him, and less of me in this New Year. Just to dwell in His presence, and know He is near when I whisper His Name is a beautiful comfort.
The New Year...2012...I want to go back to the basics. I really would like to get rid of any access baggage that would weigh me down in my spirit. Whatever "bugs me" because I'm human, I would love to not worry about anymore, but the only way to do that is to focus on the One who is PERFECT in ALL things! I want to know what His Word has to say to me this year, and to know what He expects of ME. I want to know Him more and spend more time with Him in prayer losing myself in His presence just to know Him.
I have a "special project" that I am starting this year that I'm looking forward to. I spent a long time today finding exactly what I wanted and needed to help me with this. It's something that will have eternal benefits and I'm excited! I may disclose what it is at a later date, but at this time I want to keep it close to my heart.
What are your plans this year? Do you have anything you're really wanting to accomplish? Whatever it is, let it become your PASSION, especially if it is something that will draw you closer to God. When 2012 comes to a close may we all look back and say we had a wonderful year and that we love God more than we did when we began the year. May His grace and mercy lead us, may we see the things of God come into focus and the things of the world fade into the background. And, if Jesus chooses to come back for His children, my heart's desire is to see you dancing on the streets of gold!
I will leave my blog for the year 2011 by focusing once again on what's important and singing...
This world, this world is not my home.
This world, this world is not my home.
This world, is not my resting place.
This world, this world is not my home.
Goodbye 2011 ... WELCOME 2012! I'm happy to see you...
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Walmart Encounter
While walking down the "Christmas aisles" at Walmart today, I was greeted by a gentleman with a big smile and happy voice. "Hello Sis. Elms! How are you doing today?" I answered I was doing great and asked how he was doing. You know, the "usual" greeting. He then went on to say, "We are doing great and looking for great things to happen in the New Year!" He had my attention! I love positive statements! I shared with him the thought that had crossed my mind earlier today..."As I was leaving the camp ground awhile ago I got excited about all the events that's going to be happening in 2012 on the camp grounds, and I'm really looking forward to them." "Oh yes, me too!" He replied. Then, he went on to say, "I'm REALLY excited about our church and the revival we're going to have this year!" He then went his way, and I went mine, but as I walked away my heart was lifted up just hearing about the "good things to come". Thank you, Bro. Shubert for the "happy encounter in the Christmas aisle" at Wal-Mart!
I cannot get away from Bro. Shubert's tone of voice. The excitement and happiness he shared today will be with me for awhile. I also can't get away from the fact that even though Bro. Shubert has pastored a long time and lived a lot of life, he was still excited about the work of God in his own church and in our district.
As people age, it's easy for some to forget all the good times of the past, and focus on the negative, causing them to be cynical, critical, skeptical, and negative. They've lived a lot of life, seen a lot of "things" happen, experienced disappointments, had struggles, and now on the "back side of life" they may have pain in their body and to be real honest, it would be a easier to grumble and complain than to be positive and looking forward to the future. Lord, help us all to focus on "good things" and to keep in mind that life goes on and there is a great future ahead for each one of us.
Without a vision...we perish! When we don't look forward...we go backward. When we're not positive...we become negative! We have a great future ahead this year! Yes, we have had our losses in our Apostolic movement, and we've hurt for those we love as they have gone through their loss. It hasn't been "fun" and at times we feel it will never be the same. Let me say...it won't! We've lost many giants of the faith, but we haven't lost the reason for having Apostolic revival! In fact, we have more reason than ever to have it! We are not alone! Somehow I feel all our loved ones are on the balcony of Heaven cheering us on. I can hear them saying..."Keep moving! Keep running! You're ahead in this race! You are winning! If you only knew what we KNOW you would run stronger and faster than you ever have. Keep the faith! Don't compromise! Don't give into the pressures of the outside! Stay focused! Preach truth! Pray! Fast! Commit! The finish line is just in sight! If you could only see what we see from up here...you would simply be AMAZED!"
I am planning on finishing this race! There are those who have veered to the right and to the left, but I'm "running with winning on my mind". I will not be detoured by those who want to get my attention off the goal. I will not listen to their talk of disdain and discontent. I am going to make it all the way!
As 2012 is quickly overtaking us, will you join me in a fresh commitment to keeping the faith, having a positive outlook and to showing the younger generations that what we've all "lived for" is truly worth "dying for"? Let's love one another like never before. Let's stay true to each other, more than ever. Let's support each other, and be loyal to the cause of the Kingdom. As a unified effort we can see greater victories, greater revival, and a greater harvest in 2012.
I cannot get away from Bro. Shubert's tone of voice. The excitement and happiness he shared today will be with me for awhile. I also can't get away from the fact that even though Bro. Shubert has pastored a long time and lived a lot of life, he was still excited about the work of God in his own church and in our district.
As people age, it's easy for some to forget all the good times of the past, and focus on the negative, causing them to be cynical, critical, skeptical, and negative. They've lived a lot of life, seen a lot of "things" happen, experienced disappointments, had struggles, and now on the "back side of life" they may have pain in their body and to be real honest, it would be a easier to grumble and complain than to be positive and looking forward to the future. Lord, help us all to focus on "good things" and to keep in mind that life goes on and there is a great future ahead for each one of us.
Without a vision...we perish! When we don't look forward...we go backward. When we're not positive...we become negative! We have a great future ahead this year! Yes, we have had our losses in our Apostolic movement, and we've hurt for those we love as they have gone through their loss. It hasn't been "fun" and at times we feel it will never be the same. Let me say...it won't! We've lost many giants of the faith, but we haven't lost the reason for having Apostolic revival! In fact, we have more reason than ever to have it! We are not alone! Somehow I feel all our loved ones are on the balcony of Heaven cheering us on. I can hear them saying..."Keep moving! Keep running! You're ahead in this race! You are winning! If you only knew what we KNOW you would run stronger and faster than you ever have. Keep the faith! Don't compromise! Don't give into the pressures of the outside! Stay focused! Preach truth! Pray! Fast! Commit! The finish line is just in sight! If you could only see what we see from up here...you would simply be AMAZED!"
I am planning on finishing this race! There are those who have veered to the right and to the left, but I'm "running with winning on my mind". I will not be detoured by those who want to get my attention off the goal. I will not listen to their talk of disdain and discontent. I am going to make it all the way!
As 2012 is quickly overtaking us, will you join me in a fresh commitment to keeping the faith, having a positive outlook and to showing the younger generations that what we've all "lived for" is truly worth "dying for"? Let's love one another like never before. Let's stay true to each other, more than ever. Let's support each other, and be loyal to the cause of the Kingdom. As a unified effort we can see greater victories, greater revival, and a greater harvest in 2012.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Christmas Morning 2011
What a beautiful Christmas Morning! As I was coming out of a deep sleep and realizing it is Christmas, my husband greeted me with a cup of hot coffee and said "I love you!" How blessed I am to have the greatest man on earth as my husband, my friend! I woke up a little and my mind wandered to the "real reason" we celebrate today, and I found myself singing a song...
What a wonderful Savior JESUS is! To leave the beauty and splendor of Heaven, and come to us as a "babe wrapped in swaddling clothes" is one of the greatest LOVE STORIES of all time. GOD manifested in the flesh...came to earth...to be our SAVIOR!
OH HOW I LOVE HIM! HOW I ADORE HIM!
A song Wendell and I have sung through the years tells the story...
GOD CAME TO US!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESUS! Even though you were not accepted by many, and they tried to destroy you forever, you are ALIVE and we CELEBRATE your birth...the Savior of the World!
OH HOW I LOVE HIM! HOW I ADORE HIM!
My breath, my sunshine...my all in all.
The great Creator...became my SAVIOR!
And all God's fullness...dwelleth in Him.
What a wonderful Savior JESUS is! To leave the beauty and splendor of Heaven, and come to us as a "babe wrapped in swaddling clothes" is one of the greatest LOVE STORIES of all time. GOD manifested in the flesh...came to earth...to be our SAVIOR!
OH HOW I LOVE HIM! HOW I ADORE HIM!
A song Wendell and I have sung through the years tells the story...
The wonder of wonders as she looked on His face;
That this little boy spoke the worlds in their place.
The stars and the moon shining brightly on them;
The earth and the sun were created by Him.
The wonder of wonders, oh how could it be;
That God became flesh and was given for me?
The Almighty came down and walked among men.
The wonder of wonders He died for my sins.
The wonder of wonders as she looked down and smiled;
That He was her Maker as well as her child.
He created the womb that had given Him birth.
He was God incarnate come down to the earth.
The wonder of wonders as she heard His small cry.
That this voice had thundered on Mt. Sinai.
The small hand she held, so tenderly;
Had made a dry path through the mighty Red Sea.
OH...the WONDER of wonders...
For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called...Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. (Isaiah 9:6)
GOD CAME TO US!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESUS! Even though you were not accepted by many, and they tried to destroy you forever, you are ALIVE and we CELEBRATE your birth...the Savior of the World!
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Merry Christmas Y'all
I found this video and thought it "fit Texas" so well! We are having a very relaxing Christmas. It's just me and Wendell this year, because our kids are all gone to be with their other families. We are doing great and enjoying our time together. Life will get really busy after the holidays, so take a deep breath, sit back and relax!
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
The Will of God
I have to admit that I do not understand the ways of God. Through the years I have wondered how she could be so happy in one place, then all of a sudden be happy and love the next place as much as she did the first one. After all, Fresno was a mighty revival church! Evangelists LOVED coming to Fresno and preaching for Daddy and Mother. Oftentimes they would call it their "oasis". When Daddy resigned the church, preacher's from everywhere were shocked and said that he must have "missed the will of God" but, Daddy assured me that he didn't. God made changes in Daddy and Mother's life again and again, and I watched Mother adjust to the "new will of God". I never saw her discontented or unhappy. I cannot recall any time in life that I heard her grumble and complain about her "lot in life". She followed Daddy wherever God took him, believing in him, and the decisions he made with God. She was simply amazing!
Fast forward many years. My husband and I were in the "perfect will of God" in Wichita Falls.
The Will of God? What is it? How do you know when you're in it? How do you know when you're out of it? Why does God change His mind? Why doesn't He leave us where we're comfortable? Why is it when you seem to have everything the way you want it He decides He wants you someplace you never wanted to be? Questions...Oh, I've had them, and YOU'VE had them! It would be crazy for me to try and answer the questions. Sometimes, you just walk by faith and know that He does ALL things well! I still do not have the answers, but I do know that down deep in my heart we are "living in the will of God". I'm contented, happy, and at peace knowing that He walks with me, and that He has our life in His hands! That's really all that matters for when God decides He wants you in a place that you never dreamed you'd be, HE makes up the difference and the questions don't have to have an answer! Maybe this is the reason we have started singing this song in the last few years...
I've been on the mountain with Jesus.
I've been in the valley so low.
But not one time has He failed me.
When to Him with my burdens I go.
So, let me walk with you Jesus.
Don't ever leave me alone.
For without you I could never.
No, never make Heaven my home.
Maybe I'm talking to someone who has had questions about the "will of God" in your life. Maybe you've been questioning "why" your life has been changed from what you would call the "norm". I don't know what you've been facing, but I do know God has not left you! He is still walking beside you! If you can somehow pull yourself away from the question marks, look to Jesus and trust Him, you will be able to lift your head and feel peace in your spirit! Keep walking with Him! Focus your thoughts and mind on the One who does ALL THINGS WELL, and let His presence comfort you as you walk with Him. HE has "YOUR WHOLE WORLD" in His hands!
"Just to walk with Him means everything to me..."
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Thanksgiving 2011
As I sit in my home this morning my mind races over the last few weeks! Really, I need to look at the calendar to see where I've been, what I've done, and remember all the people I've seen. Life has been flying by so quickly that it seems a blur.
We arrived home last night from a wonderful Thanksgiving and Layne Family Reunion in Wichita Falls. We got to spend several days together. We had not been together with most of the family since Daddy passed away in 2004, so it was wonderful getting to spend time with each other. To say we had a nice time doesn't begin to tell you how awesome it was to be with my family! All the different personalities complimented each other and we played together, cried some tears, and laughed a lot.
Family...there are no words to adequately describe a family. I looked it up in the dictionary and Mr. Webster's description of a family is cold, and without feeling. His definition is: a basic social unit consisting of parents and their children considered as a group whether dwelling together or not...the traditional family. Oh, I know the dictionary gives the basic information on words and their meanings, but when I think of a family I think of love, respect, care, and protection. I could talk a lot about "the family unit", but it would take days to express my deep, inner feelings about family and what it means to me.
Thanksgiving 2011 will be etched in my memory forever! As we gathered for our Thanksgiving meal, it was a very touching time. I was busy snapping pictures as my husband prayed over our Thanksgiving Meal, because some events must be captured on "film". I listened to the very familiar voice of the man I've loved since I was twelve years old and I heard the emotions in his voice as he offered thanks. I looked across the table and saw tears on the face of my sister. We all had been through some life changing times this year, so for some there were tears of sorrow, for others tears of joy, but for ALL a prayer of "thanks". Each family had experienced life's "ebb and flow" and we had come through 2011 with thankful hearts. God had certainly been good to the Elms/Hurst/Holley families this year!
One of my favorite times of our holiday was the night Ronda went to the piano. It wasn't planned. There were some playing games, some reading, a few crocheting, children playing in the floor, others on their computers or iPads/iPhones, but everyone enjoying being together. As the piano played familiar songs I heard someone start singing. Then, someone else joined, then another, and another until we had a full choir from the eldest to the children. The blending of family voices was beautiful! Not only was it beautiful, but the presence of God flooded into our hearts as we sang for over an hour. It seemed there was no stopping place! I'm glad we caught some of this on video. As I watched and listened to the video my ears picked up on a beautiful sound. We were singing, "I've got a mansion just over the hilltop, in that bright land where we'll never grow old. And someday yonder we will never more wander. But, walk on streets that are purest gold.". Breaking through the "adult voices" I heard a child's voice...I've got a mansion just over the hilltop. In that bright land where we'll never grow old..." It was pure beauty! I watched our two oldest granddaughters as they sang the "old songs" and saw the passing down of Apostolic heritage! My heart was made glad as I saw the past and the future joined together! From generation to generation...
It was a pleasure of mine to sing with Gene and Karla again. During our family time of singing I looked at Karla and had her start singing..."If the son never shines again, I still believe..." It was hard for her to get through the first verse as she was overwhelmed by life and the losses our family had experienced, but she quickly gained strength and her voice grew stronger as we got to the chorus..."The sea could swallow up the mountains. Kingdoms could crumble to the ground. Rivers could turn to babbling brooks and the whole world cease to go around. Heaven and earth could pass away. Man could cease to be. But, God will always remain the same...I still believe!" We all felt the depth of the words to this song, and knew that we had once again been touched by the hand of the Creator of which we sang. Through the words of this song we once again knew that God held us in His arms as our loved ones were taken from us, and we could "still believe".
One night was just "family fun"! It was WONDERFUL! All the adults, young adults, teens, and children...together...singing silly sings, acting them out, and being one big crazy, happy, family! Someone started out..."Father Abraham had many sons..." You guessed it...as the song went on I watched as almost every person in the room was doing all the motions! It was hilarious and awesome! I have video of it, but would not dare share it with the world lest I get thrown out of the family! Ha-ha! Memories were made that will be forever in the minds and hearts of the children and adults! I loved listening to the laughter! The giggles of little girls were priceless as Uncle Nathan told the story of the "big mouth frog"! Then, I heard the screeching giggles, and their voices as they said, "Get Papa", and the hearty laughter from Papa Elms as two of our granddaughters attacked him trying to pull him off the couch! It was great! He was laughing uncontrollably! Aww...I smile as I remember and my heart overflows with happiness and thanksgiving!
We are coming to the end of the Year 2011. Time has flown by this year, and we are heading into 2012. At times I wonder what the New Year will bring, but I don't have to wonder who will be in charge of it. I know that Jesus will be guiding our lives this year, just as He has all the other years, so I am looking forward to the beginning of the rest of our life. Who knows...at the "dawning of 2012" we could be singing around the throne! We won't have to sing about our "mansion just over the hilltop" anymore for we will already be there!
We arrived home last night from a wonderful Thanksgiving and Layne Family Reunion in Wichita Falls. We got to spend several days together. We had not been together with most of the family since Daddy passed away in 2004, so it was wonderful getting to spend time with each other. To say we had a nice time doesn't begin to tell you how awesome it was to be with my family! All the different personalities complimented each other and we played together, cried some tears, and laughed a lot.
Family...there are no words to adequately describe a family. I looked it up in the dictionary and Mr. Webster's description of a family is cold, and without feeling. His definition is: a basic social unit consisting of parents and their children considered as a group whether dwelling together or not...the traditional family. Oh, I know the dictionary gives the basic information on words and their meanings, but when I think of a family I think of love, respect, care, and protection. I could talk a lot about "the family unit", but it would take days to express my deep, inner feelings about family and what it means to me.
Thanksgiving 2011 will be etched in my memory forever! As we gathered for our Thanksgiving meal, it was a very touching time. I was busy snapping pictures as my husband prayed over our Thanksgiving Meal, because some events must be captured on "film". I listened to the very familiar voice of the man I've loved since I was twelve years old and I heard the emotions in his voice as he offered thanks. I looked across the table and saw tears on the face of my sister. We all had been through some life changing times this year, so for some there were tears of sorrow, for others tears of joy, but for ALL a prayer of "thanks". Each family had experienced life's "ebb and flow" and we had come through 2011 with thankful hearts. God had certainly been good to the Elms/Hurst/Holley families this year!
One of my favorite times of our holiday was the night Ronda went to the piano. It wasn't planned. There were some playing games, some reading, a few crocheting, children playing in the floor, others on their computers or iPads/iPhones, but everyone enjoying being together. As the piano played familiar songs I heard someone start singing. Then, someone else joined, then another, and another until we had a full choir from the eldest to the children. The blending of family voices was beautiful! Not only was it beautiful, but the presence of God flooded into our hearts as we sang for over an hour. It seemed there was no stopping place! I'm glad we caught some of this on video. As I watched and listened to the video my ears picked up on a beautiful sound. We were singing, "I've got a mansion just over the hilltop, in that bright land where we'll never grow old. And someday yonder we will never more wander. But, walk on streets that are purest gold.". Breaking through the "adult voices" I heard a child's voice...I've got a mansion just over the hilltop. In that bright land where we'll never grow old..." It was pure beauty! I watched our two oldest granddaughters as they sang the "old songs" and saw the passing down of Apostolic heritage! My heart was made glad as I saw the past and the future joined together! From generation to generation...
It was a pleasure of mine to sing with Gene and Karla again. During our family time of singing I looked at Karla and had her start singing..."If the son never shines again, I still believe..." It was hard for her to get through the first verse as she was overwhelmed by life and the losses our family had experienced, but she quickly gained strength and her voice grew stronger as we got to the chorus..."The sea could swallow up the mountains. Kingdoms could crumble to the ground. Rivers could turn to babbling brooks and the whole world cease to go around. Heaven and earth could pass away. Man could cease to be. But, God will always remain the same...I still believe!" We all felt the depth of the words to this song, and knew that we had once again been touched by the hand of the Creator of which we sang. Through the words of this song we once again knew that God held us in His arms as our loved ones were taken from us, and we could "still believe".
One night was just "family fun"! It was WONDERFUL! All the adults, young adults, teens, and children...together...singing silly sings, acting them out, and being one big crazy, happy, family! Someone started out..."Father Abraham had many sons..." You guessed it...as the song went on I watched as almost every person in the room was doing all the motions! It was hilarious and awesome! I have video of it, but would not dare share it with the world lest I get thrown out of the family! Ha-ha! Memories were made that will be forever in the minds and hearts of the children and adults! I loved listening to the laughter! The giggles of little girls were priceless as Uncle Nathan told the story of the "big mouth frog"! Then, I heard the screeching giggles, and their voices as they said, "Get Papa", and the hearty laughter from Papa Elms as two of our granddaughters attacked him trying to pull him off the couch! It was great! He was laughing uncontrollably! Aww...I smile as I remember and my heart overflows with happiness and thanksgiving!
We are coming to the end of the Year 2011. Time has flown by this year, and we are heading into 2012. At times I wonder what the New Year will bring, but I don't have to wonder who will be in charge of it. I know that Jesus will be guiding our lives this year, just as He has all the other years, so I am looking forward to the beginning of the rest of our life. Who knows...at the "dawning of 2012" we could be singing around the throne! We won't have to sing about our "mansion just over the hilltop" anymore for we will already be there!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Celebration Time
Last night, while sitting on the plane my heart overflowed with thoughts about the two celebrations we attended last week. One celebration was the wedding of my nephew, Nathaniel, and his beautiful bride, Sara. With all the beauty that surrounded them, the love from friends and family, and the sweet looks from bride and groom to each other, I was made glad to see the beauty of two lives meshing together and a bright future being formed. A couple that's given their lives to God to do His perfect will is beautiful to watch. Congratulations Nathaniel and Sara!
Even though I am sad at the loss of Bishop Haney, I have to stop and re-think what has actually happened. In Heaven, there was a big celebration that took place on November 10, 2011. As I think about Heaven and try to understand what my mind doesn't really comprehend, I do feel like I can see a little clearer from "heaven's point of view". The first celebration was a newly wed couple that was beginning a "new life" together. The second celebration was a man of God who was ending "life on earth and beginning a new life for eternity". In view of what I have experienced this week, I can rejoice in BOTH of these celebrations. If I could see what God sees, I believe He sees a young couple walking onto the platform of revival, excited about the future of the Church, and will enjoy the many souls that will come to know God through their ministry. They walk onto the stage with other committed preacher's and wives who are part of a growing church, an Apostolic movement that is moving forward seeing the miraculous happen through the power of God! On the other hand, an elder, a soldier who has fought many battles has made his entrance through the gates of splendor, rejoicing because he has "won the war"!
The other celebration was not one that we look at as being a"happy occasion". As Heaven was rejoicing over a child of God being ushered through the gates of splendor, we were saying good-bye to a "mighty man of valor". Bishop Kenneth F. Haney walked among us and was a leader to all who knew him. He fought many battles and as we celebrated his home-going we knew he had won the war!
No longer would he fight the battles of sickness, pain, and death! He had fought the "good fight of faith", never wavering in what he preached and living each moment to please God. Through every battle and every test that was thrown at him he chose to live above reproach, guiding those who were following him down the road of truth and righteousness. Bishop Haney was a man who lived what he preached, never backing down, or giving into the pressures of the negative spirits of this world.
I have known Bishop Haney all of my life and I never questioned his walk with God. I never wondered about his integrity of wanting to do the right thing. My family has been blessed to be in his presence on occasion and never did we hear a negative word come out of his mouth. He was all about "lifting up the name of Jesus" and being loyal to the men and women around us who were part of our great organization, the UPCI. I am thankful for the opportunity to have known this great leader and friend. From this perspective, I am sad that we have lost yet another warrior in death.
Even though I am sad at the loss of Bishop Haney, I have to stop and re-think what has actually happened. In Heaven, there was a big celebration that took place on November 10, 2011. As I think about Heaven and try to understand what my mind doesn't really comprehend, I do feel like I can see a little clearer from "heaven's point of view". The first celebration was a newly wed couple that was beginning a "new life" together. The second celebration was a man of God who was ending "life on earth and beginning a new life for eternity". In view of what I have experienced this week, I can rejoice in BOTH of these celebrations. If I could see what God sees, I believe He sees a young couple walking onto the platform of revival, excited about the future of the Church, and will enjoy the many souls that will come to know God through their ministry. They walk onto the stage with other committed preacher's and wives who are part of a growing church, an Apostolic movement that is moving forward seeing the miraculous happen through the power of God! On the other hand, an elder, a soldier who has fought many battles has made his entrance through the gates of splendor, rejoicing because he has "won the war"!
Bishop Kenneth F. Haney, you have left footprints for us to follow. We will be careful to continue walking in the clear path you have made. Thank you, for the many messages you preached about "holding onto that which was once delivered to the saints". Thank you, for the vision of reaching the lost. Thank you for never letting us forget why the Church is here! Your voice was heard loud and clear and it lives on is walking up and down the corridors of our minds! We will continue "contending for the faith" and will preach without "fear or favor" making sure we "cross that finish line", and when we do...I know you and countless saints of all the ages will be waiting to welcome us HOME!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
What Do You See?
I think there's a lesson in this. Many times we scrutinize ourselves under a microscope causing us to see a lot of negative qualities that we don't like. But, when we look at the bigger picture of how God made us, if we allow ourselves to "look through His eyes of love", we just might see the wonderful things He placed in us. Yes, there ARE times we should place ourselves under a microscope, but let those times be in the presence of God so He can take away the things that hinder us from being all He wants us to be. Just a thought...
It is now several hours later than when I wrote the first part of this post: I was visiting with my daughter-in-law Mandy and we were talking about "what we saw" in this puzzle. I read to her this post. In a little bit she said, "Mom, that doesn't say "mental", it's SENTIMENTAL! LOL! We laughed and then I realized that sometimes we need someone else to point out what we do not "see". I must say that I AM SENTIMENTAL, and I'm sure glad she came along and pointed out the "rest of the word" so I could tell you "the rest of the story". I feel much better about myself now. :-)
Friday, October 21, 2011
It's Going to Be Alright
Somehow in my heart tonight I feel there is someone "out there" hurting. There were times through my growing up years I felt like the "world had caved in on me", and I would hear my mother say, "It's going to be alright". I might have fallen and skinned my knee, or my heart might have been broken by a boy, but the comforting words of mother, "it's going to be alright" would break through my pain, and somehow it soothed my feelings.
As I grew up and started going through "life's trials" there were times I thought, it would sure be nice to hear the words "it's going to be alright" and all of a sudden things would get better like they did when I was a child, but it didn't work that way. Yes, I heard those words, but they didn't "fix" the pain. But, it always helped to know that someone understood and cared.
As much as I would like to help you out of your valley, there are some roads you just have to walk on. I'd love to tell you that life is a beautiful rose garden without any thorns, but that's not true.
Life is a beautiful garden full of beautiful flowers, and sometimes when you reach to pick one from the garden you might get hurt, but that doesn't mean the whole garden is now full of thorns. You must keep walking through the garden looking for the beauty and enjoy the beautiful fragrance that surrounds you.
I'm sure some of you know of what I speak, because you've had a broken heart, a disappointment, a terrible relationship blow at sometime in life.
The words to the song, "In the Valley...He restoreth my soul" has kept coming to me this evening.
When I'm low in spirit I cry Lord lift me up.
I want to go higher with Thee.
But the Lord knows I can't live on the mountain.
So, He picked out a valley for me.
He leads me beside still waters.
Somewhere in the valley for below.
He draws me aside to be tested and tried.
But, in the valley He restoreth my soul.
Let me walk beside you in the valley. Let me take your hand and say, "it's going to be alright". Even though "mere words" do not take away the pain, it helps to know you're not alone in your valley. As we walk along, let me point out to you the beauty that's surrounding you. You may be struggling with a hurting heart, but I know the "heart-mender". He is there in the shadows of the valley waiting to "restore your soul". There are times you feel like you're going to die because of the "pain" you're going through, but listen as I tell you, "It's going to be alright"! Everyone must walk through a valley, but if you keep walking you'll see the dark trail you're walking on become brighter. When you lift your eyes to see what is happening around you, you will see the sun has finally broken through.
I know of what I speak. I have been there before. When my heart was about to break and I couldn't see my way clear I "looked up" to see the Light had broken through my darkness. Keep walking! Lift your eyes to Jesus! He is your strength, your hope, and He is telling you..."it's going to be alright".
The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm 27:1
As much as I would like to help you out of your valley, there are some roads you just have to walk on. I'd love to tell you that life is a beautiful rose garden without any thorns, but that's not true.
Life is a beautiful garden full of beautiful flowers, and sometimes when you reach to pick one from the garden you might get hurt, but that doesn't mean the whole garden is now full of thorns. You must keep walking through the garden looking for the beauty and enjoy the beautiful fragrance that surrounds you.
I'm sure some of you know of what I speak, because you've had a broken heart, a disappointment, a terrible relationship blow at sometime in life.
The words to the song, "In the Valley...He restoreth my soul" has kept coming to me this evening.
When I'm low in spirit I cry Lord lift me up.
I want to go higher with Thee.
But the Lord knows I can't live on the mountain.
So, He picked out a valley for me.
He leads me beside still waters.
Somewhere in the valley for below.
He draws me aside to be tested and tried.
But, in the valley He restoreth my soul.
Let me walk beside you in the valley. Let me take your hand and say, "it's going to be alright". Even though "mere words" do not take away the pain, it helps to know you're not alone in your valley. As we walk along, let me point out to you the beauty that's surrounding you. You may be struggling with a hurting heart, but I know the "heart-mender". He is there in the shadows of the valley waiting to "restore your soul". There are times you feel like you're going to die because of the "pain" you're going through, but listen as I tell you, "It's going to be alright"! Everyone must walk through a valley, but if you keep walking you'll see the dark trail you're walking on become brighter. When you lift your eyes to see what is happening around you, you will see the sun has finally broken through.
I know of what I speak. I have been there before. When my heart was about to break and I couldn't see my way clear I "looked up" to see the Light had broken through my darkness. Keep walking! Lift your eyes to Jesus! He is your strength, your hope, and He is telling you..."it's going to be alright".
The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm 27:1
Special Post for Pastor Kenneth Colegrove
At General Conference Bro. Colegrove told me he was going to quit reading my blog if I didn't start posting more pictures. I told him he better not, because I just might write about HIM. So...this post is especially for HIM! When we were at the Elms Family Reunion, the Colegrove's and some of their friends were there, so I took some pictures of them.
Pastor and Sis. Ken Colegrove and their family. (l-r: Melanie, Lauren, Sis. and Bro. Colegrove - baby daughter, Kinsey is not with them, and Jerad is missing. sorry Jerad :-) The Colegrove's have been our friends for many years, and are always very sweet friends to us. Before we left Wichita Falls he was our Presbyter, and I tell him he still is. He always just smiles. We love them very much and are happy to have them in our life.
Rhonda Littlefield and Linda Wheeler have been so sweet to me. I didn't know them very well before moving to Lufkin, but since being here they have really blessed me with their friendship. Thank you, ladies! Maybe I like them so much, because they are named, Linda and Rhonda!! LOL! (most of you know my sisters name is Ronda)
These two gentlemen belong to the two ladies above. Pastor Mike Littlefield and Pastor Gary Wheeler are two of our Pastors in the Texas District and are also our friends. They must have something going for them to capture the ladies they have by their side for life. :-) I'm glad we have had the privilege to know them more.
There you go, Bro. Colegrove! I hope you enjoy this post. If so...maybe you will COMMENT on my blog. :-)
Pastor and Sis. Ken Colegrove and their family. (l-r: Melanie, Lauren, Sis. and Bro. Colegrove - baby daughter, Kinsey is not with them, and Jerad is missing. sorry Jerad :-) The Colegrove's have been our friends for many years, and are always very sweet friends to us. Before we left Wichita Falls he was our Presbyter, and I tell him he still is. He always just smiles. We love them very much and are happy to have them in our life.
Rhonda Littlefield and Linda Wheeler have been so sweet to me. I didn't know them very well before moving to Lufkin, but since being here they have really blessed me with their friendship. Thank you, ladies! Maybe I like them so much, because they are named, Linda and Rhonda!! LOL! (most of you know my sisters name is Ronda)
These two gentlemen belong to the two ladies above. Pastor Mike Littlefield and Pastor Gary Wheeler are two of our Pastors in the Texas District and are also our friends. They must have something going for them to capture the ladies they have by their side for life. :-) I'm glad we have had the privilege to know them more.
There you go, Bro. Colegrove! I hope you enjoy this post. If so...maybe you will COMMENT on my blog. :-)
God's In Control
When it seems all hope is gone...remember...GOD is in CONTROL!
I saw this picture on a friend's post on Facebook, and it spoke to me! No longer did I see the Children of Israel walking through their Red Sea, but I saw God working miracles for US...TODAY! Don't give up hope...YOU have a GOD that can do ANYTHING! TRUST and BELIEVE! He's working all things for our GOOD!
I saw this picture on a friend's post on Facebook, and it spoke to me! No longer did I see the Children of Israel walking through their Red Sea, but I saw God working miracles for US...TODAY! Don't give up hope...YOU have a GOD that can do ANYTHING! TRUST and BELIEVE! He's working all things for our GOOD!
Monday, October 10, 2011
The Beauty of the Song
Sitting in my room tonight waiting on some more of our friends and family to arrive, I find myself really excited about tomorrow. The hotel lobby will be full of people excited about seeing their friends. There will be a lot of smiles, handshakes, and hugs as we greet each other. General Conference is really like a big family reunion!
When we arrived, we checked into our very nice room, then almost immediately called the Shoemake's to let them know we were on our way to their room. Don't worry, we had been invited. LOL! Bobbie knew that I was very anxious to get her new CD, so she had it ready for me when I walked through the door! I've listened to it and absolutely love it! I've listened to her sing all my life, and it doesn't matter where we are or what time of day it is, when she sits down at the piano, the atmosphere in the room changes. I've been reflecting about her singing tonight, and wrote a little note on her Facebook page. I thought I'd share it with you....
"Bobbie, YOU are simply AMAZING! I've listened to you all of my life, and when you sit down at the piano and start playing, the presence of God enters wherever you may be. You minister to everyone around, and God even comes to enjoy the gift He gave you! THANK YOU for following your heart and recording again! I wish every home had this CD so they could experience what I have through life. I love you and I can't wait to get MY CD!"
Now that I've listened to it, I can say:
1. It's Bobbie Shoemake...her style.
2. You won't hear a lot of extra music. She doesn't need the "filler".
3. Since she is playing the piano and accordion on this CD you will enjoy her voice and style of music.
4. It's simply....Bobbie.
5. It's a wonderful CD to play as you go to your "prayer time".
6. While listening, I felt tears streaming down my face, because of the presence of the Lord I felt.
Now, for those of you who do not know what I mean by "Bobbie Shoemake style" you will need to experience it. For those who know her, you will understand what I'm saying when you hear it for yourself. In our modern age of technology we have grown accustomed to a lot of music. We get sidetracked while we listen to the awesome musicians and all the "licks" they can do on their instrument, not realizing that in the midst of the "noise" we lose the beauty of the song. When you listen to Bobbie sing on her new CD you will not get lost in the "noise", but you will find yourself knowing the One who gives the song.
When we arrived, we checked into our very nice room, then almost immediately called the Shoemake's to let them know we were on our way to their room. Don't worry, we had been invited. LOL! Bobbie knew that I was very anxious to get her new CD, so she had it ready for me when I walked through the door! I've listened to it and absolutely love it! I've listened to her sing all my life, and it doesn't matter where we are or what time of day it is, when she sits down at the piano, the atmosphere in the room changes. I've been reflecting about her singing tonight, and wrote a little note on her Facebook page. I thought I'd share it with you....
"Bobbie, YOU are simply AMAZING! I've listened to you all of my life, and when you sit down at the piano and start playing, the presence of God enters wherever you may be. You minister to everyone around, and God even comes to enjoy the gift He gave you! THANK YOU for following your heart and recording again! I wish every home had this CD so they could experience what I have through life. I love you and I can't wait to get MY CD!"
Now that I've listened to it, I can say:
1. It's Bobbie Shoemake...her style.
2. You won't hear a lot of extra music. She doesn't need the "filler".
3. Since she is playing the piano and accordion on this CD you will enjoy her voice and style of music.
4. It's simply....Bobbie.
5. It's a wonderful CD to play as you go to your "prayer time".
6. While listening, I felt tears streaming down my face, because of the presence of the Lord I felt.
Now, for those of you who do not know what I mean by "Bobbie Shoemake style" you will need to experience it. For those who know her, you will understand what I'm saying when you hear it for yourself. In our modern age of technology we have grown accustomed to a lot of music. We get sidetracked while we listen to the awesome musicians and all the "licks" they can do on their instrument, not realizing that in the midst of the "noise" we lose the beauty of the song. When you listen to Bobbie sing on her new CD you will not get lost in the "noise", but you will find yourself knowing the One who gives the song.
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