Goodbye...But Not for Long

Late this morning I was checking my newsfeed on Facebook, and ran across a post by my friend Shirley Stanley.  She was sharing that Bishop Bud Davis of the Lufkin First United Pentecostal Church had gone in for surgery this morning, and when given anesthesia, passed away.  I was shocked, as is his precious wife and family, church family, and all of the Texas District.  Our love and prayers are with Sis. Davis and family. 

My morning seem to slow down a bit upon hearing the news, then after awhile I found a song being played in my mind:

Heaven will surely be worth it all.
Worth all the sorrows that here befall;
After this life with all its strife,
Heaven will surely be worth it all.

Bro. Bud Davis has gone on to his reward.  This week we will celebrate his life, and remember him for the great man he was.  I do not understand why Bro. Davis was taken from us, but one thing I do know is...Bro. Davis will meet us on the other side.  I can see him walking up as we enter the gates, and hear him saying, "I'm so glad you're here!"  Bro. Davis we will definitely be there!

Last week another warrior of the cross was ushered into Heaven's gates!  Pastor Armando Navarro, was a wonderful man of God!  He was the Pastor of Lufkin Rosa DeSaron, UPC, and also the Spanish Ministries Director of the Texas District.  Every time I saw Bro. Navarro he had a big smile on his face, and was always so kind!  What a great loss for his beautiful wife and family, his church, and our district!  Bro. Navarro, we will meet you "in the morning"...just inside the Eastern Gate.

This afternoon I was at Wal-mart, and saw Bro. Martin Navarro.  After greeting each other, we both went about doing our shopping.  I was somewhere around the bread aisle when I saw Bro. Martin again.  I told him how sorry I was about his father's passing, and he was appreciative of my condolences, then he smiled and started talking about Heaven, and how Bro. Navarro would not want to come back.  We talked a little about our loved ones who have gone on before, and about Bro. Davis passing this morning.  Bro. Martin said, "I'm sure Dad and Bro. Davis are having themselves a time!"  I couldn't agree more.  We talked about how my parents, brother, and Bro. Navarro wouldn't even think about coming back to this earth with the pain and suffering they had gone through.  They were now on the other side, and though they loved us they had "made it!"  It's only us who remain that grieve. 

This evening as my husband and I drove through the country with the top down on our convertible, I looked toward the sky.  It was a clear beautiful evening with no clouds.  I couldn't get away from the two men we will greatly miss in our lives and in the Texas District.  As we drove, my mind was busy once again singing songs about our "blessed hope".

Won't it be wonderful there...having no burdens to bear...

In the sweet by and by...we shall meet on that beautiful shore...

Beulah Land...I'm longing for you...and someday on thee I'll stand...

Won't we have a time when we get over yonder...OH...won't we have a time...

Yes, two warriors...preacher's of the Gospel have said good-bye to all of us, but one of these days...we will see them, again.  I just feel like it won't be long!

Rest well Bro. Navarro and Bro. Davis...for when we all get over there we have a lot of rejoicing to do...together!

Special Post for Pastor Kenneth Colegrove

At General Conference Bro. Colegrove told me he was going to quit reading my blog if I didn't start posting more pictures.  I told him he better not, because I just might write about HIM.  So...this post is especially for HIM!  When we were at the Elms Family Reunion, the Colegrove's and some of their friends were there, so I took some pictures of them.

Pastor and Sis. Ken Colegrove and their family. (l-r:  Melanie, Lauren, Sis. and Bro. Colegrove - baby daughter, Kinsey is not with them, and Jerad is missing.  sorry Jerad :-) The Colegrove's have been our friends for many years, and are always very sweet friends to us. Before we left Wichita Falls he was our Presbyter, and I tell him he still is. He always just smiles.  We love them very much and are happy to have them in our life.

Rhonda Littlefield and Linda Wheeler have been so sweet to me. I didn't know them very well before moving to Lufkin, but since being here they have really blessed me with their friendship. Thank you, ladies!  Maybe I like them so much, because they are named, Linda and Rhonda!!  LOL!  (most of you know my sisters name is Ronda)

These two gentlemen belong to the two ladies above. Pastor Mike Littlefield and Pastor Gary Wheeler are two of our Pastors in the Texas District and are also our friends. They must have something going for them to capture the ladies they have by their side for life. :-) I'm glad we have had the privilege to know them more.

There you go, Bro. Colegrove! I hope you enjoy this post. If so...maybe you will COMMENT on my blog. :-)

It Won't Be Long

This morning while I was waking up, my mind wandered off to Heaven.  For many years I have wondered how I would know the people I knew while here on earth, because when I haven't seen someone for many years it is sometimes hard to remember them, especially if they have changed a lot.  Which, is usually the case after a LONG TIME!  So, as I pondered this for a few minutes this morning the scripture came to me about "being known as we are known".  I don't know if that's exactly the way it says it, but I'm sure you know what I'm referring to.  I don't get into a lot of "theological thinking", but all my life I've been told that we would know each other "on the other side".  I've always thought, "if we don't know each other, I can't see how it would be heaven".  I know...I have to think like a human that has never been there, but I can't think any other way!  :-)  On with my thoughts...

So...this morning when this thought came to me I got SO EXCITED!  I told Wendell later that "it was like a revelation had happened", and when I realized that I would REALLY KNOW all of my friends and those I've loved here on earth, my heart and mind started dancing because Heaven is going to be so AWESOME!

For those of you who know me really well, you know that I absolutely love being with friends, so today I have thought about getting to Heaven and it being one, big...HOMECOMING PARTY!  The Special Guest will be Jesus and it will take place "in front of the throne".

How long will it take for all of us to make our way to the throne?  I don't know, but I do know this...I will be there as SOON as I can get through the throng of people!  So, y'all be sure and make your preparation because I really believe it won't be too much longer.

Until Then...my heart will go on singing...

Someone Is Praying

This evening I walked into our home after being gone for several hours. As I was walking through my living room I was greeted by the presence of God! It was as if He was saying, "Hello, I'm glad you're here." I was very happy to "see" Him, too. As the evening went on I heard my husband as he talked to the Lord. He was thanking Him for being so good to us and for keeping His hand on us. I haven't asked him if He might have felt the Lord's presence as I did earlier, but I have a feeling he probably did.

I have a beautiful piano sitting in my living room. I love to sit down and play. Sometimes I feel drawn to it more than at other times, and tonight was one of those nights, so I sang...

"It is no secret what God can do.
What He's done for others He'll do for you.
With arms wide open He'll pardon you.
It is no secret what God can do."

I tried to remember all the words to the verses, and failed on some of them, but I still enjoyed singing the song. What a message there is in it. It doesn't matter to God what condition you are in when you come to Him, He's just happy to see you when you acknowledge your need of Him.

I then sang...

"And...He walks with me and He talks with me.
And He tells me I am His own.
And the joy we share as we tarry there.
None other has ever known."

I could keep singing to you tonight in this blog post, but I just wanted to say that I enjoyed my time with Him tonight.

While getting ready to go to bed the thought came to me. "I wonder if someone has been praying for me?" Then another song came to mind:

"Someone is praying for you. Someone is praying for you.
When you feel you're all alone and your heart could break in two.
Remember, someone is praying for you."

Yes, I believe someone has been praying for me. There is a peace that passes all understanding in my heart tonight. Tomorrow is the 10th year since Mother passed away, but for some reason I don't feel the sadness I have been feeling over the last couple of weeks. I do believe it's because "Someone has been praying for me."

"Thank you God for my friends and those who love me enough to pray. YOU have been so good to me! Bless my friends, in Jesus Name...Amen!"

Dear Friend...if you feel all alone, and you feel like no one cares...remember there are friends who are praying for you! Your name has come to their mind and they have prayed especially for YOU! Now...just lean back and rest in His arms and let Him fill you with PEACE!

This Lonesome, Homesick Feeling

Over the last few weeks I have been lonesome to be with my family and friends! I have made mention that maybe it's because Jesus is getting ready to tell the angel to blow the trumpet and call the Bride of Christ home. I don't know if that is what's happening, but that would be a great happening for the Church!

A few days ago, I started thinking, trying to figure out what it is that's causing my feeling of "lonesomeness and being homesick". I then realized for the last 10 years I have felt this way about this time of year. August 5, 2001 my beautiful Mother was called home to be with the Lord. It was Sunday evening at church time when she took her last breath. We all thought that was very fitting, because she entered into the gates of Heaven at the same time she would have been walking through the sanctuary doors at church to worship her Lord and Savior! Oh, how I've missed her! I thought that the years would take away this lonesome feeling, but it seems it is worse this year. I am not wanting sympathy, because for me that only makes it worse, but I just wanted to say "I'm ready to see her again!"

Many of our friends and loved ones have been taken from us, and we all have had our times of sorrow. I really think that this "homesick feeling" makes us WANT to go to Heaven more as the days go by. God has been good to all of us, no matter what our circumstances have been. I know He has never left any of us, and He never will. How about you all? Are you ready to go? Are you anxious to meet Jesus face to face and hear Him say, "Well Done, thou good and faithful servant?" It's going to happen someday and maybe it will be SOON!

A beautiful song comes to mind:

There's a beautiful home far over the sea.
There's a beautiful home for you and for me.
And it's glittering towers the Son will outshine.
And that beautiful home someday shall be mine.

I'm longing for Home! For the sun's going down.
I long to go where sweet rest can be found.
I'm just about through with this 'ole house of clay.
I'm leaving this world for Glory someday.

If the trumpet sounds tonight, just "look for me in front of the throne"! I'll be looking for YOU!

Such Is Life

I was perusing through my "Friend's Status Updates" on Facebook this week and took note of how many different perspectives they had on what's happening in "their world".

Such as:

"Today is a beautiful day...I'm so glad it's spring!"

"We've had enough rain! Lord, help it to stop!"

"Dear Lord, we need some rain!"

"Somebody PRAY...wildfires are coming our way."

"I'm so happy. Life is beautiful."

"I sure wish Friday would get here. I've had enough of this week."

These are not direct quotes, but you understand the "feelings I saw" as I read.

There were also some who had "prayer requests" while others had "praise reports".

Then I thought...SUCH IS LIFE! One person can be sailing through life without a care in the world, while another is going through the darkest valley they've ever encountered. That's the way LIFE IS!

As the day has gone by, I came to a conclusion about this scenario. I realized this is the way God wants it to be. He knows if one of His children is going through "their valley", there are a lot more who have already "been in that valley" and have reached the top of the mountain, and they understand what their friend is going through. Because they have "been there, done that" they can reach back to their friend, take hold of their hand and say, "You're going to make it through! You will not be in this valley forever. God is walking beside you. I know, because I've been where you are."

Then, there are those who have not gone through a valley quite like the one they are witnessing in a friends life, and they do not know how to relate. But, one thing for sure, they can watch and learn "how" to walk through a valley when they happen to be thrust headlong down the mountain into their darkest valley.

I smile as I think about all of the different friends I have in my life, and the diversified personalities they have. It's fun being with people who are not just like me. I can learn from them and maybe help someone else because I've watched my friends as they've gone through desserts and valleys. I have a friend who seems to "laugh" at the most unusual happenings in their life. When I would be crying, they are laughing! I said something about it one day and their comment was, "Well Linda, what do you want me to do, CRY?" I laughed and said, "That's what I would be doing, but you just SMILE and LAUGH through your tears." I'm learning from my friend, that just because "something happens, hitting me in the head that I don't have to cry about it. I will be the first to admit, I haven't got that one down very well, but at least I have a goal to reach for.

I don't know if this is making a whole lot of sense to anyone except me, but I feel better "writing it down on paper" for myself. :-) If it helps you, then I will be thankful that maybe my feeble words struck a chord in your heart, and you can go through life singing a happy song. You might just see your friend struggling then you can say, "You're gonna make it...just keep walking"!

Dear Lord, You Know...

My heart is overwhelmed today. I am usually upbeat and happy, but today I am overwhelmed with some "turn of events" that have taken place.

Upon finding out this weekend that several of our Pastor's wives are facing sickness in their bodies, I have found myself more than melancholy. I know God is our healer and will take care of them, but I am hurting for them. They are in my prayers! I know they need all the support they can get. "Dear Lord, please wrap your arms around them and walk with them through this trial. If You decide to heal them we will proclaim Your awesome power! We are looking for a miracle from YOU! Thank You, Jesus!"

I think I will sing a little...

Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand.
But, I know Who holds tomorrow,
And, I know Who holds my hand.

Friends...

Today was a wonderful day! My friend, Sandra came to town and we got to spend some time together. There is nothing like having someone to share life with. Sandra, you are a blessing in so many ways, and today was a REAL blessing to me! Thank you for always being a friend to me.

Earlier this week the Gandy's came to town and we got to spend a few hours with them. There was a little business to take care of, then we got to enjoy eating supper with them and had a short visit. God is so good!

I LOVE MY FRIENDS! Thank you Lord for giving them to me.

Faithful...Loyal...Giving

To be perfectly open and transparent, of which I am by nature, as I prepare to leave for another "home going service" of a dear, dear friend, Sis. Margie Becton, I am SAD! I just don't want to think about not seeing her smiling face, and hearing her kind voice when I go to a conference or service she would be attending.

My mind has been at work all day long about those who have gone on to their reward. They were some of the most faithful and loyal people I have ever known. As I have said in the past, I have no fear of the future of the gospel of Jesus Christ, because I know thousands who love the truth with all their hearts. With God's help, we will never give in to this world and what it has to offer, for it doesn't compare with "this great salvation" we hold dear. I am confident in this!

Where my mind has been going today is things like:

1. We've lost some "strong pillars" of the Church.
2. These pillars were faithful in all things.
3. These pillars were loyal to their friends, family, and our great organization.

Now, that's what I've been thinking. As I said in my earlier statements, I have no fear of truth being compromised in our organization, but sometimes I fear that the solid loyalty I have witnessed among our elders just might not be as strong and unshakeable in some of us. Please don't jump to conclusions before I am finished, you might hurt yourself. I ask you to "listen". I am asking all of us some questions that we need to answer.

1. Can I, can you honestly say that we are "strong pillars" of the Church?
2. Am I, are you, faithful in all things?
3. Am I, are you, loyal to your friends, family and our great organization?

I was raised in the United Pentecostal Church, International. All I've ever known is the beauty of being part of a group of people who love the lost, and are doing what they know to do to reach them. We have missionaries all over the world who have depended on us to help them carry the gospel. I have watched as millions of dollars has been given in a unified effort for the Kingdom of God. I am blessed to have seen this. I have stood in meetings all over our great fellowship and felt the awesome power of God sweep across a congregation of thousands, and could imagine what it will be like when we all get to Heaven. I have walked out of these services and walked into a sea of humanity looking for a friend or a family member, and couldn't hardly get through the crowd because there were so many friends and acquaintances wanting to talk and give me a hug. I wouldn't take anything for the love I have felt, and the encouragement I received by "just being there" in the midst of it all.

In my thinking about all of this today, I am making a new commitment to be more loyal than I've ever been. If anyone has something negative to say about what I've loved, please go say it to someone who will listen. I really don't want to hear or be a part of that which would bring a dark cloud to my spirit, and cause me to have to rummage through negativity that brings a heaviness to my heart.

One of the things I have noticed about great people is that they don't get down in the "mud pit of gossip" and be a part of a "mud slinging" contest. I know they must know things that are negative, but they wouldn't dare tell you what it is. Every time you see them they have a smile on their face and a welcome handshake or hug. They give love away! I have also observed they have a walk with God that you can feel when you're around them. When they are in the presence of God they are sober minded and won't let anything distract them from the message in song, or the Word of God being preached. After church, they will have their good time with their friends, but when they see you, they will make you feel like you're the only one that exists at the moment. Great people do not know they're "great", and that makes them "greater" to those watching from a distance. Because I have been a part of this organization, I have had the privilege of knowing "great people".

I guess I will close for now. I don't know that I can really express the things that are in my heart and mind. I do say all of this with a heart full of love. Nothing "negative" has happened that makes me write tonight...just a lot of my heroes are no longer living here on earth, and it makes me think. I'm thankful I have more heroes who are still with us. I can think of quite a few just off the top of my head. My heart is filled with love, honor and respect for those who have lived their life, giving of themselves in ministry so that all of us following can enjoy the blessings passed down to us. An old song comes to mind as I finish this post:

My heart can sing when I pause to remember
A heartache here is but a stepping stone
Along a trail that's winding always upward,
This troubled world is not my final home.

But until then my heart will go on singing,
Until then with joy I'll carry on,
Until the day my eyes behold the city,
Until the day God calls me home.

Texas Board Meeting Time

My sisters left Saturday morning, and I hit the ground running. I had a lot to accomplish before the board meetings started Monday afternoon. I got it all done and was excited about the board members and their wives arriving in Lufkin! I always enjoy having my friends here in town and take every second I can to be with them. I know some of the wives come and have things they want to do in their rooms, but if I can do anything about it they won't get it done! :) I have convinced a few of them that they need to stay at the office with me so we can visit and "take care of the boards needs" which consists of "keeping food and beverages" available. This time we also helped Donna Myre and Diane Green with Ladies Ministries mail outs. We got it all done and I was happy to help my friends.

On Tuesday we all went to eat in the Texas Bible College cafeteria. Bro. and Sis. McInnis fixed a delicious gumbo and we enjoyed it so much! After eating and speaking to a few people I started walking back to the District Office. As I walked, I had a wonderful feeling about where I was. We have a beautiful camp ground that houses students of TBC, and some hard working employees that love working for the district. It was a beautiful day! The sun was shining, and a slight breeze ruffled the leaves on the trees. I was overwhelmed with thankfulness for all that God has done for the Texas District over the years. I felt safe and loved by God that day as I walked and talked to him. Thankful is a word that means a lot, but how do you really express the overflowing spirit of thankfulness for the things He has done? I was at a loss for words and I still am.

Tuesday afternoon was filled with applicants meeting the board for ministerial license with the United Pentecostal Church. The foyer of the office was FULL! There was excitement in the air. There were also those who were nervous about being there. If they had never gone through the "licensing process" and "meeting the board" they didn't know what to expect. I, along with some of the board members wives got to visit with these great people and hopefully helped them relax a little.

There are things that happen during this time that I will always remember. After a long day and evening of waiting for the board to call the applicants into the board room to be commissioned to "preach the Word", they had prayer. From the moment they started praying you could feel the power of God! After awhile there was tongues and interpretation and a hallowedness swept across the whole office complex. What a great way for the day to end.

I hated to tell everyone goodbye, but I felt much richer because I had the privilege to serve great men and their sweet wives...my friends. I felt fulfilled because I got to sit and talk to "new friends" who have a mission to reach this world with the gospel of Jesus Christ. I felt happy, because we laughed and talked, and had a chance to "get to know each other".

Yes, I was tired in body, but oh so thankful to be "where I'm at" at this time in life!

Dear Anonymous

A few months back I wrote a post entitled Stranger Danger.  I received a comment from Anonymous in which several of you commented on.  I recently received this reply from our friend, "Anonymous":

"I hadn't been back since I left my original comment that night. I have to say I wasn't expecting a response, I guess I was wrong. I was going to just say that I'm not really any closer than I was that night, but after reading your response and the comments others left, I will give thigs some serious thought. Maybe hope is still out there. " 

Dear Anonymous,

I cannot get you off of my mind.  I have been praying for you.  The words to a song my sister, Ronda wrote tells you how I feel about those who are "lost in the fog of life's sea".

And nothing's changed as far as we're concerned.
We love you now just like we did back then.
So come on home where you belong;
You've been away for much too long.
And Jesus wants to take you back again.

I'm still waiting to hear you're HOME!  Your Friends are standing on the shore waiting for you with open arms!

P.S. Anonymous...I may not know who you are, but Jesus does and He loves YOU!

Touching Base

Hello Friends!

I am "jumping on" my computer to say I haven't fallen off the edge of the world. I am ALIVE and WELL! There has been a lot of excitement this past week. I will write about that later.

I am sitting in the District Office, because board meetings are going on. I have had a whole day full of serving and visitiing with friends. I love this time of year, because we are busy with a lot of meetings and that allows me to be with friends.

I will come back in a few days and write some more, but for now...I need to run. Keep running this race with a "made up mind"! We'll all be gathered home before too long.

Love You ALL!

Jumping to Conclusions Isn't Fun

Definition for Jumping to Conclusions: to judge or decide something without having all the facts; to reach unwarranted conclusions.

"The only exercise some people get is jumping to conclusions, running down their friends, side-stepping responsibility, and pushing their luck!" ~Author Unknown

While looking at pictures tonight of friends and those they love I saw people who are living life "to the best of their ability". They have had troubles and trials, been tested and tried, yet I saw people who love God and are doing their best in serving Him. I had a warm feeling come to my heart while thinking about my friends and their families. In my mind I could see them all together and knew the love and loyalty they feel. Why could I imagine that? Because, we all have family gatherings and have wonderful times with those we love. There's really not a whole lot of difference in the human race when it comes to "relationships". We were made to share our lives with each other, and none of us are complete and totally happy if we withdraw from family, or friends. It's wonderful being with family, and it's also wonderful being with friends.

I have no idea why I am thinking along these lines, except I have found that none of us are perfect. I know there is pain because of sickness, grief in losing a loved one, and disappointments for many reasons. I know everyone cannot have a smile on their face at all times, although we all really try to "put our best foot forward". This is LIFE and there are times we just can't bring ourselves to be that "happy, bubbly" person we know others are expecting. Life can be hard! Life can be frustrating! Life can bring on unpleasant "surprises"and there's not one thing we can do to stop it!

We have a God who understands those "hard, frustrating, unpleasant times", and I'm so glad He does. "To be like Jesus" is a cry of my heart. I want to show compassion and mercy like He showed! I'm not wanting to sound like I "know it all", but I know "what Jesus would do" if He saw one of us laden down with an unpleasant situation. I know for sure He would not condemn us, and would definitely have an encouraging word. I think He would even pat us on the shoulder to let us know, "it's going to be alright". I'm sure that when we walked away from Him we would know we were loved. A song I love says..."Mercy...rewrote my life! Mercy... rewrote my life! I should have fallen my soul cast down. But, mercy rewrote my life."

Our human nature causes us to "jump to conclusions"! We try to "figure it all out" and decide if "THEY would have done something different THEY wouldn't be in the situation THEY are in. If THEY would have done it the way we would have, that wouldn't have happened". Yes, we've all heard it. Yes, we've all said it. We all know that none of us are perfect, so let's remember to "do unto others as we would have them do unto us."

As we walk along this road called LIFE let's lend a hand to those who have lost their way. Let's make sure when we are with someone who has decided to "jump to conclusions" that we don't fall off the cliff with them. There will definitely be a rude awakening when they hit bottom, and they'll need you to pick them up and help them get their footing again.

After writing my thoughts tonight I ran across this quote that I liked. I would acknowledge who said it, but there was no one listed. (sorry) If they happen to run across my blog and see I used it I hope they would be happy to be quoted. LOL!

"Jumping to conclusions seldom leads to happy landings."

As our friend Ron Mullings wrote: "People Are Pitiful...and We're All People".

HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2010

To all the wonderful people in my life...HAPPY THANKSGIVING! You have been an inspiration to me as you've walked through life with me. Thank you for being true friends! To all my family that happens to read this today, KNOW that I love you more than I can express! You have been there for me through the years and I'm so thankful! I hope you all have a blessed day! Let's all remember to THANK GOD for HIS ABUNDANT BLESSINGS in our lives!

We are in North Carolina with the David Elms Family. It's been MANY years since we've been able to spend any holiday with them, and we are thankful it has worked out this year. We are having a fun and relaxing time just "being together". We will be traveling home in a few days. When we arrive I will decorate the house, and start preparing for Christmas. I know many have already decorated for Christmas, but I just can't bring myself to decorate until after Thanksgiving. I admit it would be nice to already have it done, but...I guess I'm still a "little old fashioned". :) I can't seem to get in the Christmas spirit until I've "given thanks" during the Thanksgiving Season.

I love this time of year! All the festivities, lights, songs, and many friends and family we get to enjoy. My blessings are too numerous to list! I thank God for His ever-lasting love and mercy in my life. When I think of His goodness I just have to sing:

Thank you Lord for saving my soul.
Thank you Lord for making me whole.
Thank you Lord for giving to me.
Thy great salvation so rich and so free.

Then I feel another song come springing from my heart:

Just want to tell you...I'm thankful for ALL you have done.
For the stars and the moon light, and the setting sun.
When my work on earth is through, I'm coming home to be with you.
Just want to tell you, I'm thankful that's all.

I hope you all are surrounded by friends and family today. If you have lost a loved one this year I trust you will feel the gentle arms of Jesus holding you and bringing you peace. You are not alone!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE! ENJOY YOUR DAY!

General Conference Time

We are finally at the threshold of the week we have all been preparing for. I've listened to ladies talk about going shopping, and listened to them as they said they couldn't find anything in the stores this year. Being one that does not like to shop, it takes everything in me to go to the mall. I had to go this year for a few things, and had to go by myself. Through the years I've enjoyed my sister Karla going with me, but this year it wasn't possible to do our "two day shopping trip". We did get to shop for a couple of hours in Wichita Falls when I went to a wedding a few weeks ago, and we had a good time. Karla "makes me" try on clothes that I would never take off the rack. When I have to go by myself I hear her voice. "Linda, you don't know if it's going to fit or not if you DON'T put it on! You never know...it just might work!" :) It's nice having a "baby sister" that loves to tell the "older sister" what to do! Anyway, I don't know where all that is leading as I type, but before I get too deep in the middle of "sibling love" I will move on.

General Conference is almost HERE! To be honest, of which I am all the time anyway, I didn't want conference to be in Houston! I have nothing against Houston, but I love to travel two or three days to get to conference. Since it's in Houston we only get to travel a couple of hours and we're there! Also, it's been HOT here in East Texas up until today! I haven't been in the mood to put on "fall clothes" since it's been so hot. Who wants to wear "fall clothes" when it's in the 90's and above? Not me! Besides, the humidity that lingers in the air is enough to suffocate anyone who is brave enough to step outside! Talk about being transparent! I'm going to get in trouble from the Houstonians that just might read my blog. Now...let me make myself and everyone else feel better!

Earlier in the evening I looked outside and saw the trees waving in the wind. That was a strange sight here in East Texas, but the wind had picked up over the afternoon. I had been hearing about the beautiful weather that had come in north of us, so I imagined that the wind was "blowing out the heat" and bringing some cool air to us. After a few hours I stepped outside. What a WELCOME I got!!!! There was a cool breeze blowing, and the temperature had dropped to 68-70 degrees! FALL had arrived!!!!! It was wonderful to step outside and not "smother" from the humidity and heat!

I've been checking the weather for Houston off and on this week. My "weather sources" are showing it's going to be a beautiful, sunshiny, week. If the weather man is right, it's going to be in the mid 80's during the day and will drop about 20 degrees in the evening. They are also saying there is going to be zero precipitation!!!! For those who do not live in this area you might not understand the importance of ZERO PRECIPITATION! But, please take it from me...if it rains in TEXAS...it's not a sprinkle or two. If it's going to rain, it's most likely going to be a GULLY-WASHER and there is no way to stay dry if you have to be in and out of buildings! So, just to let anyone know that may be wondering if I'm feeling better about conference being close by...I'm feeling pretty good about now! :) I really don't think I've ever been as relaxed about packing. The way I see it is, if I happen to leave something at home that I DESPERATELY NEED, I only have two hours to drive home to get it!

I am really looking forward to seeing all my family and friends. When we get to be in one place at the same time, my heart is HAPPY! When I see those I have not seen for a long time, it's like a big "family reunion" and that makes me HAPPY! When I step inside that huge auditorium where the best music you have ever heard is playing, and the singers start singing, I'm HAPPY! When I hear the voices of thousands of people as they worship Jesus Christ, King above all kings, I'm HAPPY! Then to top off the service, I have the privilege of hearing some great, anointed preaching, and my soul is HAPPY! When we make our way through the crowd with friends or family, and can barely get out the door because the ones you are with, and ourselves, get stopped by so many people that it takes us a LONG time to get out and go eat, I'm HAPPY! The closest thing to realizing what it's going to be like when we all get to Heaven has got to be when people from all over the world come together for the UNITED PENTECOSTAL CHURCH INTERNATIONAL GENERAL CONFERENCE! Yes, I'm HAPPY just thinking about it!

So...back to the stress of the shopping trips I've heard about and experienced. It doesn't matter to me whether you have on a new outfit or not. It's just going to be good seeing you! Your smile, your hug, and the warm hello's is all that really matters to me.

So....YA'LL HURRY UP AND GET HERE, because we're going to have a wonderful time, and I can't wait to see you!

Wedding Bells

Today in Wichita Falls is a day I have prayed for, for a long time! Kassie Dutton is getting married, and I wish her all the happiness in the world! She has kept herself from the clutches of the world that could have buried themselves into her soul. I am so very proud of her for her stand in living for God when she could have gone a different direction. She knows of what I speak, and some who read this post will understand. I just want to say she has been a beautiful example of a true Christian! Thank you Kassie for standing strong! I love you and know you're going to be happy "from this forward", to the man of your dreams...Randy Pounds!

Our Weekend In Beaumont

Where do I begin? The weekend with Jonathan, Brenda and the girls was wonderful. We had a great time just being together, shopping, and "hangin' out". (that was for any young people that read my blog) LOL!

Sunday services rolled around and we were so refreshed from being at The Apostolic Church. The presence of God was so sweet and strong. There was unity in worship and His presence touched us all. Sunday night, part of the service was focused on the new school year and those who are involved in any aspect of the educational system, and for the "kids" that were getting ready to start school today. Each student was given a prayer cloth to take with them into the new year, and if they wanted they could put it in their back pack and carry it to school with them. Then, we had special prayer for all of them. It was very touching and I believe God sent angels to surround each one as they began a new school year.

I taught Brenda's class Sunday morning and at the end of my lesson I quoted the song, "Fear Not My Child". So, after lunch with the church leaders and new members, Jonathan and Brenda practiced it, and I was privileged to play the organ with Sis. Karen Hughes as she accompanied them on the piano. Wendell and I enjoyed singing "No Other Name Has Meant So Much to Me". The saints seemed to really enjoy it. Several of them said they enjoyed the "new song". Some of you may have heard my husband say at one time that, "We are singing an old song tonight, but for those who have never heard it, it's a "new song". A "new song" is just one you've never heard before." That's my husband! He has a great philosophy! Maybe I can talk about that one later. :) One of the last things that happened in service, was the "Elms Family Quartet" which was made up of my husband and I, Jonathan and Brenda. Yes, my husband sang the bass! :) We had a good time of rejoicing as we sang "Lord, I've Never Been This Homesick Before". All of us who have loved ones on the other side were reminded that we will see our loved ones again! I love the second verse...

I can see the family gather; sweet faces all familiar.
No one’s old or feeble anymore.
This lonesome heart is crying; think I’ll spread my wings for flying.
Lord, I’ve never been this homesick before.

After church there was a surprise birthday party for Bro. Cole. He turned 80 years old! We love Bro. Cole so very much, and respect him highly.School has started and I am glad! I've been feeling the excitement in the air from children about the first day of school. I love to hear the comments from parents about their house being empty now. Some are sad, some are very happy! That's just the way we're all made up, I guess. I am one of the "happy" parents. Of course, I had some mixed emotions from time to time, but for the most part I enjoyed my boys being in school. It was fun to watch them learn, and I enjoyed the routine of things. Life seems to "get back to normal" when everyone's on the school schedule. I enjoyed taking care of the house in the mornings and preparing for the evening meal. I enjoyed my time at lunch with my husband. I enjoyed hearing all the stories from school. And, I enjoyed the "to bed early" rule we had. You might as well enjoy life as it comes! So many people live wishing this or that was different, but kids are meant to grow up, and when you cut the "apron strings" and let them "take wings and fly" you'll be proud of them, IF you have prepared them for the "big world", and IF you have "done your homework" while they were "under your feet".

Since we were in Beaumont today, I got to see Scarlet go to her first day of Kindergarten. She was so excited! Savanna started 4th grade today. She had a hard time going to sleep last night. she couldn't hardly wait for this morning to get here. Alayna is in 2nd grade now. I'm waiting to see some pictures of her first day of 2nd grade. I know she was adorable, as always. Ashlyn still has a couple years before she's in school. She's going to be "something else"! I laugh just thinking about it. Hopefully, we'll get up to see them soon.

I'm rambling tonight, but maybe you can make some sense out of what I've written, and AT LEAST I'M BLOGGING!!!!! :)

Family, Friends, and God

This past week we have enjoyed being home and taking advantage of "just being home". In fact, I told my husband that I would like to stay home this weekend. We thought that's what we were going to do, then as the week went by we decided we would go to the Installation Service for Bro. and Sis. Hopper in Hardin, TX. It was our first time to ever be in that town and church, but when we drove up we saw a very nice church building. We walked into the foyer, and was greeted with warmth and sincerity by the saints and ministry. We felt right at home! When the service started I was so impressed with the quality of music and singing, but not only the quality was great, but the spirit of which those leading, singing, and playing was awesome! The presence of the Lord reached down and embraced all who were there. Pastor Donnie Hendrick from Copperas Cove was the special speaker for the night and his message was anointed and heartfelt. There was a drawing to the altar by the spirit of God as Presbyter Darrel McCoy asked for us to respond to the Word of God that we had heard. As I stood in the altar I felt a beautiful peace flood my heart. I believe I know how it must have been like to stand in the presence of Jesus when He was on earth, because as I worshiped Him last night, I knew He was "here" touching ME! The song: "Standing In the Presence of the King" has been one of my favorites through the years, and as the years go by, I am still amazed that He would allow ME to come into his presence. What JOY feels my heart when I have that opportunity. After service, the church served a delicious meal and we had a wonderful time visiting with fellow minister's and wives. I've said many times on my blog, but I will say it over and over again... I LOVE being part of the family of God! After we left the meeting, we headed toward Beaumont to spend the rest of the weekend with our family.

Today, has been a good day. The girls are looking forward to school starting. Scarlet goes to Kindergarten this year, and Savanna is going into the fourth grade. When we arrived here last night we were greeted with squeals of delight, and almost immediately we were being shown the cute backpacks they will be carrying for the school year. I remember those days very well, but it wasn't backpacks that I was excited about, It was... the brand new, WHITE tennis shoes that Mother bought me at the beginning of the school year. She never let me wear tennis shoes to church, but on the Wednesday night before school started, and MAYBE the first Wednesday night after she would allow me to wear them along with my cute school clothes! Those were the days...:-)

The girls love to write and draw. They are at the age where it's one of the ways they "communicate". Of course, we love it! When we walked into our bedroom there was a sign laying on the pillows that said: WELCOME to BEAUMONT, TX! I saw right away that it was from Savanna. She has a very sweet way of writing her feelings, and to a Papa and Mimi her few words say a million "I Love You's". Here is what she wrote:

Dear Mimi and Papa,

I have missed ya'll even though we just saw ya'll! LOL!
But, every time I see ya'll it brings me joy!

Love,
Savanna!!!!!!

Yes, I was seriously wanting to stay home this weekend, but after the awesome time spent with friends, and then such a sweet heartfelt welcome from family, we would have missed out on so much. Then...

This morning Wendell received a call from Andrew asking us if we could meet them at Del Rio (Lufkin) for lunch! This was an unexpected turn of events! Andrew said, they were meeting the Orange's to pick up our other two sweetheart granddaughters, Alayna and Ashlyn. I was disappointed that we couldn't see them, and at least get some "hugs and kisses", but there was no way to be two places and one time! Of course, they understood we didn't know they were going to be anywhere around. I know one thing for sure, we want to take another trip SOON to see the other "grands"!

You know......Heaven is going to be a wonderful place, for we will all be together...forever! I'm just glad that we get to enjoy a "little Heaven here on earth"! If it wasn't for a family that loves me, and friends who care, and a God who touches me and gives me His love, there wouldn't be a lot to look forward to here. So, until we can all be together forever, I will be happy to spend another weekend just like this one...with family, friends, and God!

Facebook, Words...with friends, and Blogs

Anyone who "knows me", knows that I love staying in contact with my friends and family. I have so many incredible, awesome, intelligent, and super-duper friends, and the more I'm "connected" to them, the better I feel.

I am getting ready to close my eyes for the rest of the night, but decided to stop by and check my blog. I see there are people who have been so kind to stop by and read what I've had on my mind, and I'm so glad they did. Thank you!

I have a Facebook account, a Words With Friends account, and I enjoy texting and visiting via the internet. I had a very special text this evening from a dear friend, and all I had to ask to start a conversation was, "How are you?" and that opened up a good conversation. By the time we finished "talking" I was so glad I had asked the question. I knew when I "signed off" from visiting, that I would be praying for her everyday. God is good to give us people who we can "care for" and help lighten their load through prayer. I'm glad He trusted me enough to let my friend "text" me tonight.

Although I enjoy Facebook, WWF, and texting, I have come to the conclusion that I like "blogging" the most! (although "Words With Friends" comes pretty close - lol) I love to write, posting my thoughts, and I love to read my friends' blogs to see what's on their minds. I did that tonight, and what I saw was so uplifting. I saw a beautiful lady who had her birthday recently, and she had made a post about her "special day". In one of the pictures she had posted of herself with the cake, she was smiling as if someone had given her a million dollars! I'm sure they didn't in silver and gold, but God had given her a beautiful family to love and cherish, and they are returning that love as she grows older. So you see...if it wasn't for the wonderful world of internet we would have to wait a week, or two, or three, or four, or maybe more to share in the happiness of others.

I've written a "random blog" tonight. :) I must be tired seeing it's 2 a.m.! I can now close my eyes and go to sleep! Sweet dreams....zzzz!

Oh, WAIT! I wanted to say just one...more...thing.

If we'll treat the "internet connections" as a Christian should, we will not "listen to" nor "contribute" anything that would be displeasing to God. Choosing your "friends" carefully, whether they be "face to face" or on FB, is a must! I really don't think that being derogatory, critical, cutting, carnal, negative, and "un-Christlike" is something Jesus would be pleased with. A true Christian will not "listen" to that kind of talk, nor will they allow it out of their own mouth! I encourage all of us to be Christ-like in our "conversations" so we can continue "enjoying each others company".

I. think. I'm. FaLLiNg g gg G.g.ggg. a-S-l-e-e----p.............

Safe With Friends

Last week was the 64th Texas District Camp Meeting. To say we had a wonderful time would be an understatement! The comment I have heard the most from those who attended is, "This has been an "old time camp meeting". The spirit of Camp Meeting was filled with unity, therefore we had powerful moves of the Spirit. I was overwhelmed many times as I stood in the presence of God. The preaching of the Word by those who were chosen to deliver it to us was anointed and delivered with passion, clarity, and excellence! Bro. Wayne Huntley was our Evening Speaker. I really don't know why we have pews to sit on! He preached with such an anointing and I found it hard to sit down, as did many others! At times, the crowd was on their feet as he delivered his heart to us.It was wonderful having Bro. and Sis. Huntley with us. We enjoyed his preaching and her singing. The music and singing was absolutely heavenly. The music coordinators for the day chose songs from "yesteryear" coupled with songs of "today", bringing us into the presence of the King. Sis. Dedie Cooley was the Master Music Coordinator for Camp Meeting and chose all the music coordinators and specials for each day. WOW! Everyone was on the same "wave-length" and I don't know when I've been blessed by music and singing as I was this time. My soul was drinking in His presence as it flooded our hearts. For those who were unable to attend just know that you would have enjoyed being here.

We heard SOLID preaching and teaching! Bro. Dan Segraves and his wife were with us. He taught on Bible doctrine during the day. Bro. Donnie Hendrick preached about "Contending for the Faith". Bro. Jeff Story brought faith to our hearts when he preached, "Where Is God?". We heard about "Living In the Land of Hope" by Bro. Gene Holley from Wichita Falls. Bro. Brett Cooley preached a powerful message on repentance, "The Lost Message of Pentecost". All the messages were "meat for the soul" and anyone who wants to be saved could go to Heaven by listening and obeying what was preached at Texas Camp Meeting this year.

I am struggling to write this post because I have very deep emotions running through my heart and mind. There were times while standing in the presence of God that all I could think of was... "I feel so SAFE"!

SAFE...from "fear of the future" for the great organization we have chosen to be a part of.

I didn't hear one thing about "going back on the message of the Apostolic Church", or "loosening up on the standards of living" we have chosen to follow. I am happy to say, we heard what it means to "love God with all our hearts", "living a holy life unto the Lord", and "loving truth" more than ever before. We didn't hear "fluffy" preaching!

SAFE...for the future of my grandchildren. I believe "truth" is safe in the hands of the younger generation of preacher's and their wives. I feel confident that there are younger preacher's wives who are standing for the right and will help lead my granddaughters "in the way they should go".

SAFE...in the presence of my friends. Friends, who love me and would do anything for me. Friends, who are there in the good times and in the bad. Friends, who will pray for me and my family when we have a crisis in our lives. I had a friend say to me, "Isn't it wonderful being here with everyone when you're going through a trying time in life?" Yes...yes it is wonderful!

I AM SAFE

My husband called a long time friend on Saturday to just say he was happy to see he and his wife at Camp Meeting. While he was on the phone with him he said he wanted to tell me something. Wendell handed the phone to me. I was a little surprised, then I heard the familiar voice I had heard through the years. "Linda, I saw something the other night when you were standing talking to me and I have been praying for you. I just want you to know that God has heard your prayer..." He said more of which I will not disclose, but when I hung up the phone, I said to Wendell. "I feel SO SAFE! To know there are men of God who will pray for me (us) is overwhelming."

I am SAFE...because there are those who listen to the voice of God, and when they hear Him speak they take action. They do not use their "spiritual gifts" for their GAIN, but when God speaks to them they obey Him and follow the direction He leads. I know there are those I could go to at anytime and they would pray until...

I am SAFE...because I have a God that understands me and loves me even though I'm not perfect!

I am SO THANKFUL for the people I know personally that I can trust.

I am not afraid of loving, because...I have been loved.

I am not afraid of giving myself to others, because...I have been given to.

I am not afraid to reach out to those hurting, because... I have been reached to.

I am not afraid for I AM SAFE...in the presence of God and my friends.

I thank God for my heritage in the United Pentecostal Church. I am so glad I am a part of the greatest Apostolic movement that has ever been. And, as my husband said so adequately the other night..."I don't want to hear any griping about it." :)

Have a great week! I will try and be back in a few days. Crusader's Camp is starting in 15 minutes and I am EXCITED! I am going to make my way to the camp ground in a little while to see what is happening. It's going to be FUN!