It was November 1972, approximately two months after my wedding. I was talking to Daddy on the phone and he told me some devastating news. At least, to ME it was devastating! I listened as Daddy's words seemed to rip my heart out. "Linda, I called to tell you that I am going to resign the church. We have been elected Pastor of Stonewall United Pentecostal Church and we are moving to Houston, TX." I thought I was hearing things. Fresno was my home! I had lived there from the time I was six weeks old until I got married at the age of nineteen, and I had just gotten married! When I left with my husband on the evangelistic field, I expected to be able to go "home" to see my friends from time to time. If Daddy and Mother left, I would never be able to go back and it be the same! I thought about not ever going back to the house I called "home", and I cried. I cried for hours after that phone call. My world had been turned upside down and I wasn't quite sure how it would all work out. But, Daddy said it was the "will of God" so I would somehow have to accept it. A little while later Daddy and Mother moved. We were preaching revivals, so we made our way into Texas and visited them. Looking back, I see how a new life in TEXAS was begun and life was different. There were times I would ask Mother if she missed Fresno and her answer always surprised me. I just KNEW if I was missing Fresno, SHE missed her home, her church, and the saints she loved so much! Mother's voice broke through my thoughts as she tried to explain to me one more time, "I loved living in Fresno. It was home until God changed His will for our life. I can't explain it. I loved the church, the people, and the city, but I'm happy where I'm at."
I have to admit that I do not understand the ways of God. Through the years I have wondered how she could be so happy in one place, then all of a sudden be happy and love the next place as much as she did the first one. After all, Fresno was a mighty revival church! Evangelists LOVED coming to Fresno and preaching for Daddy and Mother. Oftentimes they would call it their "oasis". When Daddy resigned the church, preacher's from everywhere were shocked and said that he must have "missed the will of God" but, Daddy assured me that he didn't. God made changes in Daddy and Mother's life again and again, and I watched Mother adjust to the "new will of God". I never saw her discontented or unhappy. I cannot recall any time in life that I heard her grumble and complain about her "lot in life". She followed Daddy wherever God took him, believing in him, and the decisions he made with God. She was simply amazing!
Fast forward many years. My husband and I were in the "perfect will of God" in Wichita Falls.
We loved our church, our saints, and our home. The church was a revival church and still is. I had the choir of my dreams and loved hearing them minister through song. I can truthfully say, I never got tired of hearing them sing! There were times when they were singing that the POWER of the Holy Ghost would come sweeping into the sanctuary and you could feel UNITY flowing throughout the congregation. Services were changed because of the "spirit of unity" that came from the choir. I also had a Sunday School class that I started and taught for many years. I loved my class and the "style" of teaching that I used. From the day I started the class my motto was: "You never know what to expect when you come to PrimeLife." My heart overflows with thankfulness and love for the saints of God that supported my husband and I through the years. They taught our sons in Sunday School, took care of them when we were out of town, and welcomed our daughter-in-laws to the "family" when our sons got married. The memories flood my mind and they are precious! THEN...all of a sudden, GOD changed His will for our life! No one was more shocked than my husband and I when it happened. I was totally floored to think that we would be leaving our church, our saints, our home, and our security!!!! We were starting to marry the young adults that were just babies when we took the church, or had been born since we were there! Twenty-four years had flown by and we were enjoying the blessings of God in the church and in our lives. HOW could I leave them? HOW could I tell them goodbye???? HOW could I leave the people who loved me and took care of me through times of sorrow, and rejoiced with me in the good times? Then...I remembered...MOTHER! "Linda, I loved the church, the people and the city, but when God changed His direction for our lives..." I knew if Mother could do it...I could do it! I felt my heart was being ripped out when we told our lovely congregation we were leaving! It was one of those times that I wanted to get in the floor and kick, scream, and cry because it hurt so bad! Yes, I'm sure I cried a few bucket of tears, but after I cried and came to grips with what was happening, I felt a deep settled peace down in the depths of my heart. I couldn't explain it and still can't. I just have to say, "When God changes your direction, you can be happy, peaceful, and contented."
The Will of God? What is it? How do you know when you're in it? How do you know when you're out of it? Why does God change His mind? Why doesn't He leave us where we're comfortable? Why is it when you seem to have everything the way you want it He decides He wants you someplace you never wanted to be? Questions...Oh, I've had them, and YOU'VE had them! It would be crazy for me to try and answer the questions. Sometimes, you just walk by faith and know that He does ALL things well! I still do not have the answers, but I do know that down deep in my heart we are "living in the will of God". I'm contented, happy, and at peace knowing that He walks with me, and that He has our life in His hands! That's really all that matters for when God decides He wants you in a place that you never dreamed you'd be, HE makes up the difference and the questions don't have to have an answer! Maybe this is the reason we have started singing this song in the last few years...
I've been on the mountain with Jesus.
I've been in the valley so low.
But not one time has He failed me.
When to Him with my burdens I go.
So, let me walk with you Jesus.
Don't ever leave me alone.
For without you I could never.
No, never make Heaven my home.
Maybe I'm talking to someone who has had questions about the "will of God" in your life. Maybe you've been questioning "why" your life has been changed from what you would call the "norm". I don't know what you've been facing, but I do know God has not left you! He is still walking beside you! If you can somehow pull yourself away from the question marks, look to Jesus and trust Him, you will be able to lift your head and feel peace in your spirit! Keep walking with Him! Focus your thoughts and mind on the One who does ALL THINGS WELL, and let His presence comfort you as you walk with Him. HE has "YOUR WHOLE WORLD" in His hands!
As I sit in my home this morning my mind races over the last few weeks! Really, I need to look at the calendar to see where I've been, what I've done, and remember all the people I've seen. Life has been flying by so quickly that it seems a blur.
We arrived home last night from a wonderful Thanksgiving and Layne Family Reunion in Wichita Falls. We got to spend several days together. We had not been together with most of the family since Daddy passed away in 2004, so it was wonderful getting to spend time with each other. To say we had a nice time doesn't begin to tell you how awesome it was to be with my family! All the different personalities complimented each other and we played together, cried some tears, and laughed a lot.
Family...there are no words to adequately describe a family. I looked it up in the dictionary and Mr. Webster's description of a family is cold, and without feeling. His definition is: a basic social unit consisting of parents and their children considered as a group whether dwelling together or not...the traditional family. Oh, I know the dictionary gives the basic information on words and their meanings, but when I think of a family I think of love, respect, care, and protection. I could talk a lot about "the family unit", but it would take days to express my deep, inner feelings about family and what it means to me.
Thanksgiving 2011 will be etched in my memory forever! As we gathered for our Thanksgiving meal, it was a very touching time. I was busy snapping pictures as my husband prayed over our Thanksgiving Meal, because some events must be captured on "film". I listened to the very familiar voice of the man I've loved since I was twelve years old and I heard the emotions in his voice as he offered thanks. I looked across the table and saw tears on the face of my sister. We all had been through some life changing times this year, so for some there were tears of sorrow, for others tears of joy, but for ALL a prayer of "thanks". Each family had experienced life's "ebb and flow" and we had come through 2011 with thankful hearts. God had certainly been good to the Elms/Hurst/Holley families this year!
One of my favorite times of our holiday was the night Ronda went to the piano. It wasn't planned. There were some playing games, some reading, a few crocheting, children playing in the floor, others on their computers or iPads/iPhones, but everyone enjoying being together. As the piano played familiar songs I heard someone start singing. Then, someone else joined, then another, and another until we had a full choir from the eldest to the children. The blending of family voices was beautiful! Not only was it beautiful, but the presence of God flooded into our hearts as we sang for over an hour. It seemed there was no stopping place! I'm glad we caught some of this on video. As I watched and listened to the video my ears picked up on a beautiful sound. We were singing, "I've got a mansion just over the hilltop, in that bright land where we'll never grow old. And someday yonder we will never more wander. But, walk on streets that are purest gold.". Breaking through the "adult voices" I heard a child's voice...I've got a mansion just over the hilltop. In that bright land where we'll never grow old..." It was pure beauty! I watched our two oldest granddaughters as they sang the "old songs" and saw the passing down of Apostolic heritage! My heart was made glad as I saw the past and the future joined together! From generation to generation...
It was a pleasure of mine to sing with Gene and Karla again. During our family time of singing I looked at Karla and had her start singing..."If the son never shines again, I still believe..." It was hard for her to get through the first verse as she was overwhelmed by life and the losses our family had experienced, but she quickly gained strength and her voice grew stronger as we got to the chorus..."The sea could swallow up the mountains. Kingdoms could crumble to the ground. Rivers could turn to babbling brooks and the whole world cease to go around. Heaven and earth could pass away. Man could cease to be. But, God will always remain the same...I still believe!" We all felt the depth of the words to this song, and knew that we had once again been touched by the hand of the Creator of which we sang. Through the words of this song we once again knew that God held us in His arms as our loved ones were taken from us, and we could "still believe".
One night was just "family fun"! It was WONDERFUL! All the adults, young adults, teens, and children...together...singing silly sings, acting them out, and being one big crazy, happy, family! Someone started out..."Father Abraham had many sons..." You guessed it...as the song went on I watched as almost every person in the room was doing all the motions! It was hilarious and awesome! I have video of it, but would not dare share it with the world lest I get thrown out of the family! Ha-ha! Memories were made that will be forever in the minds and hearts of the children and adults! I loved listening to the laughter! The giggles of little girls were priceless as Uncle Nathan told the story of the "big mouth frog"! Then, I heard the screeching giggles, and their voices as they said, "Get Papa", and the hearty laughter from Papa Elms as two of our granddaughters attacked him trying to pull him off the couch! It was great! He was laughing uncontrollably! Aww...I smile as I remember and my heart overflows with happiness and thanksgiving!
We are coming to the end of the Year 2011. Time has flown by this year, and we are heading into 2012. At times I wonder what the New Year will bring, but I don't have to wonder who will be in charge of it. I know that Jesus will be guiding our lives this year, just as He has all the other years, so I am looking forward to the beginning of the rest of our life. Who knows...at the "dawning of 2012" we could be singing around the throne! We won't have to sing about our "mansion just over the hilltop" anymore for we will already be there!
Last night, while sitting on the plane my heart overflowed with thoughts about the two celebrations we attended last week. One celebration was the wedding of my nephew, Nathaniel, and his beautiful bride, Sara. With all the beauty that surrounded them, the love from friends and family, and the sweet looks from bride and groom to each other, I was made glad to see the beauty of two lives meshing together and a bright future being formed. A couple that's given their lives to God to do His perfect will is beautiful to watch. Congratulations Nathaniel and Sara!
The other celebration was not one that we look at as being a"happy occasion". As Heaven was rejoicing over a child of God being ushered through the gates of splendor, we were saying good-bye to a "mighty man of valor". Bishop Kenneth F. Haney walked among us and was a leader to all who knew him. He fought many battles and as we celebrated his home-going we knew he had won the war!
No longer would he fight the battles of sickness, pain, and death! He had fought the "good fight of faith", never wavering in what he preached and living each moment to please God. Through every battle and every test that was thrown at him he chose to live above reproach, guiding those who were following him down the road of truth and righteousness. Bishop Haney was a man who lived what he preached, never backing down, or giving into the pressures of the negative spirits of this world.
I have known Bishop Haney all of my life and I never questioned his walk with God. I never wondered about his integrity of wanting to do the right thing. My family has been blessed to be in his presence on occasion and never did we hear a negative word come out of his mouth. He was all about "lifting up the name of Jesus" and being loyal to the men and women around us who were part of our great organization, the UPCI. I am thankful for the opportunity to have known this great leader and friend. From this perspective, I am sad that we have lost yet another warrior in death.
Even though I am sad at the loss of Bishop Haney, I have to stop and re-think what has actually happened. In Heaven, there was a big celebration that took place on November 10, 2011. As I think about Heaven and try to understand what my mind doesn't really comprehend, I do feel like I can see a little clearer from "heaven's point of view". The first celebration was a newly wed couple that was beginning a "new life" together. The second celebration was a man of God who was ending "life on earth and beginning a new life for eternity". In view of what I have experienced this week, I can rejoice in BOTH of these celebrations. If I could see what God sees, I believe He sees a young couple walking onto the platform of revival, excited about the future of the Church, and will enjoy the many souls that will come to know God through their ministry. They walk onto the stage with other committed preacher's and wives who are part of a growing church, an Apostolic movement that is moving forward seeing the miraculous happen through the power of God! On the other hand, an elder, a soldier who has fought many battles has made his entrance through the gates of splendor, rejoicing because he has "won the war"!
Bishop Kenneth F. Haney, you have left footprints for us to follow. We will be careful to continue walking in the clear path you have made. Thank you, for the many messages you preached about "holding onto that which was once delivered to the saints". Thank you, for the vision of reaching the lost. Thank you for never letting us forget why the Church is here! Your voice was heard loud and clear and it lives on is walking up and down the corridors of our minds! We will continue "contending for the faith" and will preach without "fear or favor" making sure we "cross that finish line", and when we do...I know you and countless saints of all the ages will be waiting to welcome us HOME!
I saw this "puzzle" on my sister Ronda's Facebook page and took the "test". The first words I saw were...LAZY, MENTAL, NAIVE, PASSIONATE! Wow! That's really what I saw, but I know I'm not lazy or "mental". Naive, sometimes. Passionate...yes. So, I didn't let my first look at this puzzle bother me. A little while later when I was sitting at my computer I went to read comments of others that "took this test" and I figured out what my problem was... ;-) I had read it on the small screen of my phone! When I got on the computer the "puzzle" was BIGGER and much easier to SEE better qualities! (happy, patient, witty, naive - I guess that ones okay) Then, just below it I saw the word, passionate.
I think there's a lesson in this. Many times we scrutinize ourselves under a microscope causing us to see a lot of negative qualities that we don't like. But, when we look at the bigger picture of how God made us, if we allow ourselves to "look through His eyes of love", we just might see the wonderful things He placed in us. Yes, there ARE times we should place ourselves under a microscope, but let those times be in the presence of God so He can take away the things that hinder us from being all He wants us to be. Just a thought...
It is now several hours later than when I wrote the first part of this post: I was visiting with my daughter-in-law Mandy and we were talking about "what we saw" in this puzzle. I read to her this post. In a little bit she said, "Mom, that doesn't say "mental", it's SENTIMENTAL! LOL! We laughed and then I realized that sometimes we need someone else to point out what we do not "see". I must say that I AM SENTIMENTAL, and I'm sure glad she came along and pointed out the "rest of the word" so I could tell you "the rest of the story". I feel much better about myself now. :-)
Somehow in my heart tonight I feel there is someone "out there" hurting. There were times through my growing up years I felt like the "world had caved in on me", and I would hear my mother say, "It's going to be alright". I might have fallen and skinned my knee, or my heart might have been broken by a boy, but the comforting words of mother, "it's going to be alright" would break through my pain, and somehow it soothed my feelings.
As I grew up and started going through "life's trials" there were times I thought, it would sure be nice to hear the words "it's going to be alright" and all of a sudden things would get better like they did when I was a child, but it didn't work that way. Yes, I heard those words, but they didn't "fix" the pain. But, it always helped to know that someone understood and cared.
As much as I would like to help you out of your valley, there are some roads you just have to walk on. I'd love to tell you that life is a beautiful rose garden without any thorns, but that's not true.
Life is a beautiful garden full of beautiful flowers, and sometimes when you reach to pick one from the garden you might get hurt, but that doesn't mean the whole garden is now full of thorns. You must keep walking through the garden looking for the beauty and enjoy the beautiful fragrance that surrounds you.
I'm sure some of you know of what I speak, because you've had a broken heart, a disappointment, a terrible relationship blow at sometime in life.
The words to the song, "In the Valley...He restoreth my soul" has kept coming to me this evening.
When I'm low in spirit I cry Lord lift me up.
I want to go higher with Thee.
But the Lord knows I can't live on the mountain.
So, He picked out a valley for me.
He leads me beside still waters.
Somewhere in the valley for below.
He draws me aside to be tested and tried.
But, in the valley He restoreth my soul.
Let me walk beside you in the valley. Let me take your hand and say, "it's going to be alright". Even though "mere words" do not take away the pain, it helps to know you're not alone in your valley. As we walk along, let me point out to you the beauty that's surrounding you. You may be struggling with a hurting heart, but I know the "heart-mender". He is there in the shadows of the valley waiting to "restore your soul". There are times you feel like you're going to die because of the "pain" you're going through, but listen as I tell you, "It's going to be alright"! Everyone must walk through a valley, but if you keep walking you'll see the dark trail you're walking on become brighter. When you lift your eyes to see what is happening around you, you will see the sun has finally broken through.
I know of what I speak. I have been there before. When my heart was about to break and I couldn't see my way clear I "looked up" to see the Light had broken through my darkness. Keep walking! Lift your eyes to Jesus! He is your strength, your hope, and He is telling you..."it's going to be alright".
The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm 27:1
At General Conference Bro. Colegrove told me he was going to quit reading my blog if I didn't start posting more pictures. I told him he better not, because I just might write about HIM. So...this post is especially for HIM! When we were at the Elms Family Reunion, the Colegrove's and some of their friends were there, so I took some pictures of them.
Pastor and Sis. Ken Colegrove and their family. (l-r: Melanie, Lauren, Sis. and Bro. Colegrove - baby daughter, Kinsey is not with them, and Jerad is missing. sorry Jerad :-) The Colegrove's have been our friends for many years, and are always very sweet friends to us. Before we left Wichita Falls he was our Presbyter, and I tell him he still is. He always just smiles. We love them very much and are happy to have them in our life.
Rhonda Littlefield and Linda Wheeler have been so sweet to me. I didn't know them very well before moving to Lufkin, but since being here they have really blessed me with their friendship. Thank you, ladies! Maybe I like them so much, because they are named, Linda and Rhonda!! LOL! (most of you know my sisters name is Ronda)
These two gentlemen belong to the two ladies above. Pastor Mike Littlefield and Pastor Gary Wheeler are two of our Pastors in the Texas District and are also our friends. They must have something going for them to capture the ladies they have by their side for life. :-) I'm glad we have had the privilege to know them more.
There you go, Bro. Colegrove! I hope you enjoy this post. If so...maybe you will COMMENT on my blog. :-)
When it seems all hope is gone...remember...GOD is in CONTROL!
I saw this picture on a friend's post on Facebook, and it spoke to me! No longer did I see the Children of Israel walking through their Red Sea, but I saw God working miracles for US...TODAY! Don't give up hope...YOU have a GOD that can do ANYTHING! TRUST and BELIEVE! He's working all things for our GOOD!
Sitting in my room tonight waiting on some more of our friends and family to arrive, I find myself really excited about tomorrow. The hotel lobby will be full of people excited about seeing their friends. There will be a lot of smiles, handshakes, and hugs as we greet each other. General Conference is really like a big family reunion!
When we arrived, we checked into our very nice room, then almost immediately called the Shoemake's to let them know we were on our way to their room. Don't worry, we had been invited. LOL! Bobbie knew that I was very anxious to get her new CD, so she had it ready for me when I walked through the door! I've listened to it and absolutely love it! I've listened to her sing all my life, and it doesn't matter where we are or what time of day it is, when she sits down at the piano, the atmosphere in the room changes. I've been reflecting about her singing tonight, and wrote a little note on her Facebook page. I thought I'd share it with you....
"Bobbie, YOU are simply AMAZING! I've listened to you all of my life, and when you sit down at the piano and start playing, the presence of God enters wherever you may be. You minister to everyone around, and God even comes to enjoy the gift He gave you! THANK YOU for following your heart and recording again! I wish every home had this CD so they could experience what I have through life. I love you and I can't wait to get MY CD!"
Now that I've listened to it, I can say:
1. It's Bobbie Shoemake...her style.
2. You won't hear a lot of extra music. She doesn't need the "filler".
3. Since she is playing the piano and accordion on this CD you will enjoy her voice and style of music.
4. It's simply....Bobbie.
5. It's a wonderful CD to play as you go to your "prayer time".
6. While listening, I felt tears streaming down my face, because of the presence of the Lord I felt.
Now, for those of you who do not know what I mean by "Bobbie Shoemake style" you will need to experience it. For those who know her, you will understand what I'm saying when you hear it for yourself. In our modern age of technology we have grown accustomed to a lot of music. We get sidetracked while we listen to the awesome musicians and all the "licks" they can do on their instrument, not realizing that in the midst of the "noise" we lose the beauty of the song. When you listen to Bobbie sing on her new CD you will not get lost in the "noise", but you will find yourself knowing the One who gives the song.
YES! I am very EXCITED tonight! I am listening to Bobbie Shoemake's NEW CD, "The Real Me" that was released on Oct. 5. I have to say I'm more excited about this new CD than I am the new iPhone that came out this week. When Bobbie sings there is a depth to her song and you can feel the presence of God as she ushers Him to wherever you may be. I am wanting everyone to buy this CD or download the MP3. You will NOT be disappointed! I PROMISE!
There's NOTHING like "OLD FRIENDS" to sit and talk about the "stories of life", laugh awhile, maybe shed a few tears, but still ENJOY every second.
Old friends or New friends...they are ALL priceless!
Loyalty...WOW! Just a few words on that one...if you're part of "something" SUPPORT IT WITH ALL YOUR HEART. Don't let anything or anyone get by with trying to destroy what you love.
I can't wait to get my hands on Bobbie Shoemake's NEW CD! You should be able to order it SOON! It's GREAT...no doubt about it!
I am MISSING my kids and grandkids! I would LOVE to sit and visit awhile and hold our younger granddaughters, and visit and hug our older ones. Mom Elms use to say with tears in her eyes, "I just wish I could feel Jonathan and Andrew's little bodies in my arms!"
After living a "long" life...I'm not sure it's the will of God for kids to move HOURS and HOURS away from their parents!!!! :-) I know, we did it. Now, I question our sanity! I can now understand the feelings of our parent's hearts.
This week has been BUSY, but I have enjoyed being with friends, and preparing food for the Texas District Board. But now...I'm T.I.R.E.D. (still worth it)
Next week is GENERAL CONFERENCE and I am not even close to being ready to go! Still looking forward to it.
For now...I'll stop rambling. Just had to write a few things on my blog to help me keep my sanity... LOL!
The last few days I have worked getting ready for the Texas District Board Meetings that started today. I love it when they are having meetings, because I get to "entertain" at the office and I always enjoy being with my friends who come with their husbands.
Last night I went to bed very tired and in a considerable amount of pain. I had been on my feet all day and late into the evening cooking. I told my husband it was worth it, because it's an honor to serve those who are serving us in our district. A little while later I made my way to bed and Wendell was already fast asleep. As I turned off the light the pain in my body seemed to accelerate. I knew sleep was not going to come for awhile if I kept hurting THAT much! So, I spoke to the Lord about it...
"God, you have raised people from the dead. Opened blinded eyes. Did many miracles! I'm just asking you to take away the pain in my body. I need my rest so I can feel like serving tomorrow. I also need you to help me through the day and keep the pain away. Thank you, Jesus! I know you're going to help me."
I turned over and " in a moments time" the pain had subsided! I had great sleep last night! When I woke up early this morning to finish the preparations, I put my feet on the floor and took a few steps. I hadn't got across the room when I realized the pain was still gone!! I praised Him for touching me!
I am now getting ready to go to sleep, but I wanted to share with you that today has been a good day! I am going to sleep well, because I know God will make it happen. I love how He let's us experience His power when we let him know we need Him and there's nothing we can do about our circumstance.
I will say goodnight with the verse of a song I use to sing.
If you are burdened with troubled.
If you are filled with despair.
Jesus will heal every heartache.
Reach out and you'll find Him there.
As I am typing the last few pages of my blog are printing! YES! Now, I can relax a little knowing that I have a "hard copy" of some of my life. I never dreamed it would take so much time to just PRINT! Now, all I need to do is get some binders to put all these pages in. That is on my agenda for tomorrow...well, I guess it is already "tomorrow". Goodnight...or...Goodmorning!
Today I have sat at my desk and computer for most of the day printing off my blog. Maybe I didn't have to do it, but I am feeling better by the second, although my neck is killing me. :-) I really cannot believe I have written so much over the last 6 years. When I started my blog I didn't know whether I would enjoy writing and keeping a blog. I really started it to understand what everybody else was doing. I get tickled thinking about one of the first times I heard about someone "writing a blog". I didn't have any idea what a BLOG was! After starting mine, I quickly became attached to it and it became a "very close friend". I could write what was happening in my life. I could share my thoughts with everyone, and, I could stay in contact with friends and family, because a lot of times I got comments from them. I also made "new friends". I can see how "blogging" would fit me just right. I love being in contact with everyone and feeling like they are part of my life all the time.
When I became a part of Facebook I found that I really enjoyed it, but I noticed that I quit writing on my blog as much. I also saw that those who commented on my blog didn't comment much anymore, to my dismay, but at least I could stay in contact with a lot of them on FB. The one thing that has kept nagging at me during all of this has been the friends and family that I have who are not on FB. So, I am really trying to get back in the habit of writing again. Another thing I don't like about not writing on my blog is that I have not kept a "journal" of my life and thoughts like I did when I was writing a lot.
I guess I'm doing a little confessing tonight. Maybe I shouldn't be putting this out for all the world to see, but we must confess sometimes. :-) I've always heard that "confession is good for the soul", I just hope it's "good for my blog".
I will say goodnight for now. I hope you are all doing well. If you have a burden that you can't seem to carry, give it to Jesus! He is standing by waiting for you to hand it to Him.
For some time I have been wanting to organize my blog and put it into binders, so today, I have been printing my blog. It is taking hours to do all of this and I'm not even close to being done, but I'm closer than I was yesterday. So far I've printed all of 2009, part of 2008 and have 2006, 2007, 2010, and 2011 to print. :-) Whew! I'm excited about getting it all done, and now that I'm "on a roll" I don't want to stop until it's finished. I am really amazed at how much I've blogged over the last 5 years. I love going back and seeing what all has happened, but now I'm kicking myself a little for not blogging as much in 2010 and 2011. Life got so busy and a little crazy at times, so I didn't sit down and blog as much as I did in the previous years. Printing all of my blog is going to cost me a "small fortune", but at least I will have it. Then...MAYBE I can start organizing some of my thoughts I've written into a book. I'm not going to hold my breath, but that is my hearts desire. I've heard someone say..."Dreams come true if you don't oversleep."
As I sit here on the couch in the evangelist quarters in Deweyville, TX my heart is overwhelmed with thanks! My mind started singing a song...I guess it's because my heart is so full. Here is the song...
"I've been blessed with so many things...God's been good to me. I have FAMILY and FRIENDS who share in all I do." (that's the part that got my attention)
Oh yes! I'm so thankful for all of my loved ones and friends who take time to care and give me the gift of love through friendship. Over the last few weeks we have been blessed to be with many friends on different occasions. One of which was the Texas District Minister's and Wives Retreat in Granbury, TX. We had great fellowship with each other, and awesome, anointed teaching from Bro. and Sis. Robert Henson from Flint, MI. Everyone that I've talked to has said how much they enjoyed this time of refreshing. Sis. Donna Myre and Texas District Ladies Committee did a splendid job of planning the retreat. I really can't think of one thing that could have been better. I do wish all of our preacher's and their wives could have attended!
Following the retreat we had a good weekend preaching in Porter, TX for Pastor and Sis. Jerry Green. We had not been there to preach since the early '70's, and at that time we had no children. Memories flooded our minds as we enjoyed the presence of the Lord. We were treated very nice and had a wonderful time.
On Monday evening we were so honored to have our friends Bob and Donna Myre, and Robert and Shirley Henson drop by our home for coffee...and cookies. To have friends take time to be with you is wonderful! After a "too short" visit, they had to get back on the road, so standing at the front door we all joined together and prayed. I stood in the presence of great men of God and their wives, and my heart was so overwhelmed with thankfulness that I almost couldn't pray. I listened as Bro. Henson and the others thanked God for friendship and prayed that God would bless our home. Tears of thankfulness and joy flooded my heart, and I had to wipe my eyes and grab hold of my emotions so I wouldn't be totally overwhelmed. Yes...God's been good to me!
This past week was spent in preparation to speak at Section 3 Ladies Fellowship Conference. I felt so strong about what the Lord had given me to speak on and I looked forward to being at the conference. When we arrived in Deweyville Friday afternoon, we were welcomed by Darrell and Jeanetta Orange. We had some time to visit over a delicious meal at Tuffy's Restaurant, and once again the warmth of friendship was highlighted in my heart.
Jeanetta and I went on to the conference. When we got there we were greeted by beautiful ladies and from the moment I walked through the door I felt at "home". It was a great feeling! When the music started the ladies responded with spontaneous praise! God came into meet with us and did a beautiful work among us. After the service, Pinehurst UPC ladies served us a delicious meal. Everything was beautifully decorated! I enjoyed visiting with several ladies, and loved the warm hand shakes, and hugs. God's been good to me!
Today, was a wonderful day! We got to spend it with Jonathan, Brenda and their THREE GIRLS! Our granddaughters are so SWEET! We got hugs and kisses from Savanna and Scarlet, and I held our tiny bundle of love, Shayla Marie in my arms. It was wonderful!
So...as my husband is preparing for Sunday services, and I am winding down for the night, I must go back to the beginning of this post and say...God's been good to me! If for some reason you still haven't caught on to what I am saying, :-)...I don't know what else to say, except....
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME....ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD!
I feel like the most blessed lady in the whole wide world! God's been good to....ME!!!!!
Ansley Lynette at 5 months old! She is a SWEETHEART!
These were taken of Ansley when Andrew and Mandy stopped by after their vacation to Disney World. Ansley was so quiet and when we would look at her she would smile real big. Andrew said, "Mom, that's the way she was the whole time we were gone! Even during the day when it was hot she just smiled and never fussed." By the way, she LOVED the Disney characters and wasn't afraid of them at all.
Jonathan with his "newest daughter"...Shayla Marie
Brenda sent this to me today. She is 3 weeks old and now weighs 7 lbs. What a little sweetheart punkin' eater, as Wendell calls all SIX of our granddaughters!
This morning while I was waking up, my mind wandered off to Heaven. For many years I have wondered how I would know the people I knew while here on earth, because when I haven't seen someone for many years it is sometimes hard to remember them, especially if they have changed a lot. Which, is usually the case after a LONG TIME! So, as I pondered this for a few minutes this morning the scripture came to me about "being known as we are known". I don't know if that's exactly the way it says it, but I'm sure you know what I'm referring to. I don't get into a lot of "theological thinking", but all my life I've been told that we would know each other "on the other side". I've always thought, "if we don't know each other, I can't see how it would be heaven". I know...I have to think like a human that has never been there, but I can't think any other way! :-) On with my thoughts...
So...this morning when this thought came to me I got SO EXCITED! I told Wendell later that "it was like a revelation had happened", and when I realized that I would REALLY KNOW all of my friends and those I've loved here on earth, my heart and mind started dancing because Heaven is going to be so AWESOME!
For those of you who know me really well, you know that I absolutely love being with friends, so today I have thought about getting to Heaven and it being one, big...HOMECOMING PARTY! The Special Guest will be Jesus and it will take place "in front of the throne".
How long will it take for all of us to make our way to the throne? I don't know, but I do know this...I will be there as SOON as I can get through the throng of people! So, y'all be sure and make your preparation because I really believe it won't be too much longer.
This week, we are enjoying a few days in Colorado. It has been absolutely beautiful weather and we are enjoying all the gorgeous scenery! I am always so impressed with how God made such a beautiful world! I'll never understand how someone could say "there is no God". When I get home I will add some pictures to my blog so you can see where we have been. Of course, pictures never tell how gorgeous it really is, but I must say I have some good ones, thanks to my iPhone 4. I have been very pleased at how good the pictures have turned out while using the camera on my phone. (I'm not advertising for Apple, but... :-)
I hope you are having a great week! Cast all your care on the Lord, because He cares for you!
Today I'm sitting at my computer doing a little studying, and searching for some things to go with a thought I am working on. As I'm looking, a song pops into my mind. This happens quite often, so I stopped to listen to the words, and try to relate it to what I have been thinking about. My mind started singing:
This is like Heaven to me... This is like Heaven to me...
It really got my attention, because I wasn't thinking about Heaven. I was thinking about "friends, and friendships, and reaching out to others", then it dawned on me... HAVING FRIENDS, FRIENDSHIPS, AND RELATIONSHIP WITH OTHERS IS A LITTLE TASTE OF HEAVEN! So, I guess I can say "I have been living in a little bit of Heaven the last several days.
We just got back from a lovely time of fellowship and lunch with Pastor and Sis. Greg Gerald. Bro. Gerald texted my husband earlier today and asked if we would have time to meet them for lunch, so my husband forwarded the message on to me. I was thrilled to go eat with them. When they walked into the restaurant their daughter Katelyn was with them, so we got a hug, and a short conversation with her before she hurried off to be with a friend. As we sat and talked, I thought, "The Gerald's didn't call because they had some business to talk about, and there was nothing urgent. They called because they wanted to just be with us, and have lunch." We had a wonderful time talking, talking, talking, and our hearts were warmed by their love and friendship. Thank you, Bro. and Sis. Gerald for stopping by and making this life feel a little closer to Heaven.
My mind now wanders off to being with Pastor and Sis. Richard Flowers this past weekend. On Saturday evening we went to eat with them. We had a great time sitting around the table and talking about the things of God, life, and ministry. After the Sunday service we were invited to their home, and Chad and Mendy came over. (the Flowers son and daughter-in-law). Again, we sat and talked for a long time and enjoyed this very special time "sharing life" with each other.
After the weekend, the "icing was put on the cake" when we got to get hugs and kisses from our granddaughters, Alayna, Ashlyn, and Ansley. Also, the big bear hug from our son, Andrew, and sweet hugs from Amanda (Mandy). You just can't be more blessed than this!
This is like Heaven to me. This is like Heaven to me.
After my brother passed away, Wendell and I looked at each other and said: "There is nothing more important than being with friends and family, and being with each other. From now on, nothing will keep us from having time with them. Life is too short to be wrapped up in "things" that take us away from people." Family is wonderful, friends are great, and taking time to be with each other is how God made us to be. People is what life is all about!
If you feel lonely, sad and blue, take time to stop and talk to a friend. Be there for someone when they need you, or just want you to sit and visit awhile. There's so many things that will take you away from what is "important" if you let them. Instead, let's all make up our minds to "touch someone" so we can all experience a "little bit of Heaven here on earth".
