Saturday, September 25, 2010
Ponder
PONDER - 1. to consider something deeply and thoroughly; meditate. 2. to weigh careful in the mind; consider thoughtfully.
I can see him sitting in the living room. There is "noise" in the kitchen as supper is being cooked. There is "noise" coming from one of the bedrooms where music is being played. There's a young girl sitting at the piano practicing her piano lessons and there's "noise" because the "piano music" was not being played correctly. There he sits, in the middle of "noise", but he doesn't seem to notice. He's sitting quietly, looking at nothing, or no one. Upon seeing this scene, the young girl goes to the kitchen to inquire of her Mother. "What is Daddy doing? Why is he just sitting there and staring off?" The Mother had seen this many times throughout their marriage and knew exactly how to answer. "Your Daddy is meditating." That was quite a big word for the little girl to understand, so she asked, "What does THAT mean?" The Mother explained..."That means your Daddy is thinking about something important. He may be thinking about what he is going to preach tonight. He probably has a lot on his mind. Don't disturb him! He needs to be alone right now." The little girl nods her head, goes and looks at her Daddy again, but she wasn't about to disturb him, because he was "meditating".
This picture is painted vividly in my mind and it will never be thrown away. I remember it as if it were yesterday! I really believe that some of the greatest messages I've heard have come from men and women of God who took time to "ponder", and in those times God spoke to them and developed a message filled with "power, passion, and anointing".
Now, as I look back, I wish I could have crawled into my Daddy's mind and read the many thoughts that were there. He was a powerful preacher of the Word! He never had a diploma stating he had a doctors degree in theology, but he didn't need it. He was a studier of the Word of God. He loved talking about God and His Word more than anything else! He loved preaching and ministering to people. No, he may not have been "smart" in the world's eyes, but he really didn't care what they thought. He wasn't planning on staying here for very long anyway, but while he was here he wanted to preach the gospel to all who would listen. He preached without fear or favor, and it didn't matter if you agreed with him or not. When he had a word from the Lord, he wasn't fearful of man or the false doctrines that are destroying "relationship with Almighty God". Many years down the road I'm so glad I didn't interrupt when Daddy was "meditating, pondering, communing" with God! The messages I heard him preach through life, are what gave me the desire to have my own relationship with God. They are what made me WANT to be saved above all else! They are what gave me a glimpse of Heaven. Daddy made Heaven so real, and beautiful that nothing is worth me not going!
Daddy is not the only preacher I have seen "ponder...meditate". I have watched my husband as he was "in another world", and knew that this was not the time to disturb his thoughts. I have watched our sons, Jonathan and Andrew sit and stare! Oh yes, I recognized it! I knew they were being drawn into another place. I knew when they step to the pulpit that they would have the same "power, passion, and anointing" as their father, and grandfather.
In a few hours we will all gather in a sanctuary to spend time with God in Morning Worship. Preachers everywhere will bring the scriptures to life as they preach with "power, passion and anointing". I'm sure there were little girls and boys that watched their Daddy today, as he sat in the living room, staring off into another world. Mother's were asked the same question I asked..."Mommy...what is Daddy doing? He's just staring! "Oh honey...Daddy is meditating. Don't bother him."
Yes...the "cycle of life" continues....
Friday, February 05, 2010
What's Wrong With This Picture?
"Mom, why is it when I fold these dinner napkins the pretty side is always on the wrong side?"
I chuckled a little, and admitted that I have wondered that very thing many, many times! I would buy a certain paper "dinner napkin" and every time I folded it, it seemed wrong! I would think: Surely this isn't right! All this time, I just thought it was ME thinking they were printed wrong. Not until my daughter-in-law asked me about the same thing that had frustrated me for YEARS did I really give it much thought. When one of my family members "questioned" the "dinner napkin" is when I realized I hadn't been wrong in my assessment.
With this nagging question from my "daughter" going through my mind the last few days, I now wonder why someone hasn't done something about getting the print on the right side of the napkin. After all, this "dinner napkin problem" is now affecting someone I love! Surely someone has contacted the "dinner napkin company" and told them they printed the napkins wrong! Even though I get frustrated when I fold them, I've never asked anyone if that was the way they were suppose to be. I've never called the company to see if they printed them wrong. So, they keep printing them, because no one really cares to bother with such a "little matter". After all, aren't we just going to throw them in the trash when we're finished with them? Besides, if I fold them carefully, and place it on the "right side" of the plate, everyone will think "that's the way they're suppose to be"! Breathe deep... Sigh....Ahhhh....I got that one figured out! Relax...sit back....it's really no big deal!
Along with this "no big deal" situation, there are other questions that are banging around in my mind today, and they ARE a BIG DEAL! These questions are now affecting "my family"....those I have been a part of all of my life!
Questions like:
Why is "the Church" allowing the "things of the world" in? Then they go on and make this statement: I thought we were suppose to live a godly, holy, separated life!
In a frustrated voice a young pastor spoke, "I was told this is "the Church" and what it teaches will save me, yet some do not treat it as "the Church"! Is this just "another club"?
Concerned parents poured their hearts out: "My kids are being pulled by those who no longer believe it like they use to! What can we do?"
Frustration, frustration, frustration! The "dinner napkin" just isn't coming out right when I fold it!!!!!
We are living in perilous times, and "the Church" has always been bombarded with questions about our "separated lifestyle". People have always wondered and asked...
Why we do not cut our hair.
Why we do not wear pants.
Why we do not go to the movies.
Why we do not wear make-up.
Why we do not wear jewelry.
Why? Why? Why?
Through the years it never bothered me that they asked those questions! They were not professing to be an Apostolic believer. They had not "repented of their sins" and had them washed away through "baptism in Jesus Name". They had not received the "gift of the Holy Ghost with the evidence of speaking in tongues as the spirit gave them the utterance"! They had not experienced the "power that would change their life". They had a right to QUESTION! It didn't bother me to answer these questions. Some sincerely wanted to know why the Church held a standard of "separation from the world". I loved it when people would ask me about these things, because I knew they were seeing a difference in me and maybe, just maybe they would see God in my life. They might even be drawn to what it was that was making me different!
On the other hand, it does bother me when those "within the Church" start asking questions...not because they haven't heard it taught...because most of them have, but because they are seeing those who "have left the truth of separation" and have caused confusion in the minds of our young. I can deal with the questions from the outsiders, but when those who are suppose to believe it "just like I do" turns from what we've always known is right causing questions in those in "my family" it bothers me!
They might have even taught... that it was "a sin for a woman to cut her hair for it is her glory".
They might have even taught that... a lady should not wear pants....for it is "an abomination in the sight of God".
They might have even taught that... we should "abstain from the things of the world".
They might have even taught... "when you receive the Holy Ghost your wants change" and you will not "crave the things of the world".
They might have even taught... "you will receive POWER to overcome SIN"!
They might have even taught that... "separation from the world" is part of salvation!
They might have even taught that... you can "live in this world", but not be "a part of this world".
Yes...some have taught it, and believed it, but something happened and they started reasoning away the truths they "use to love". Now, they throw questions. Now, they quietly walk among us touching our young, wooing them into the "web of deception" putting questions in their minds, maybe not with words, for they know they would be discovered, but by their lifestyle changes. Yes, it bothers me to know this is taking place as I write today. My heart is heavy because there is a "deception" that is DEADLY to our walk with God and to our Apostolic heritage of truth that has invaded us causing some to return to the things of this world.
So, today I am asking myself some questions....
What am I going to do about it? Am I going to just keep "folding the dinner napkin" thinking nobody notices the obvious?
Friday, August 14, 2009
A Sincere Letter
My heart has been stirred this week and I feel so inadequate to write what I feel on my heart tonight, but several times this week it has been confirmed. Earlier in the week I said to my husband, "I am not afraid of the younger generation not believing it like they should. What concerns me is that those our age, and some just younger than us, and some just older than us won't give a clear and certain sound to them!" I went on to say, "This generation wants to hear it preached just like we heard it when we were growing up! We LOVED hearing what we believed, and why we believed it!"
Yes, in our generation there were those who were carnal and didn't always live for God. There were those who were always playing around with the world, but there was always a large group of young people who just kept on living for God, because we had preacher's who preached the Word, and preacher's wives who lived it!
I sat in Youth Camps this year and listened as the Word of God was preached with passion, and the young people LOVED it! They were into the preaching with all their hearts. They were hungry for what they were hearing and accepted it. They were in the altars consecrating their lives to God, and giving up things that hindered their walk with Him.
I have sat and listened to our young preacher's and preacher's wives talk and what I've been hearing is that they WANT to hear the "older generation" give a CERTAIN SOUND! Our young preacher's and preacher's wives want to know what being a true Apostolic means. They love a clear sound!
So many times the "older generation" shakes their heads with disbelief as they look at the "younger generation" because "they just don't have it like we had it". I must disagree! They LOVE God as much as we loved Him! They LOVE Apostolic moves of the Holy Ghost, just like we loved it! They LOVE to hear the preaching of the Word of God that declares the plan of salvation - repentance, baptism in Jesus Name, and the infilling of the Holy Ghost! They love hearing Biblical doctrine preached - the oneness of God, Who He is, and what His Name is! And...they LOVE to hear the doctrine of separation from the world, just like we loved it! They want to know just like we wanted to know!
Let me ask? How can they know unless they hear it preached by those they trust and love? How can they understand what true Apostolic worship is if they do not see it from us who are older? How will they know how to pray and intercede if they don't see us in travailing prayer? HOW WILL THEY KNOW?
My heart has been stirred this week, first of all from God, and secondly from others who I have heard speak about this very thing! I humbly, yet passionately cry.....PREACHER....PREACH THE WORD as if it was your last time to Preach! Preach in LOVE and PASSION! Don't be confused and frustrated from the voices that speak against you!
If OUR GENERATION doesn't show the way, there will be no path to follow!
I am such a small voice crying in the darkness of this world. But, I would be so thankful if my few words would penetrate someone's heart to be encouraged tonight.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Read the Instructions
We pulled in from the weekend yesterday evening in our motor home. Back home....ahhhh....even if it is on an "RV Pad" at the camp ground. We were HOME! We had an awesome weekend and enjoyable lunch with friends on Monday while we waited for some work to be done on our "wheel estate"...so now.....
Wendell went outside to "set up", and I pushed the button for the "slide out room" to "slide out". :) I then sat down in the driver's seat to level the coach. I have done this "many times" and "knew exactly what to do"! After making sure everything was ready to level, I pushed the button on the "Control Panel" to set the "stabilizer jacks" and NOTHING happened! Ok...now, what is wrong? Questions started running through my mind and Wendell started searching for the answers. We took the panel out of the dash, checked fuses, and after a time of not finding the answer to our problem he went to bed. I, on the other hand, went to the internet and started searching. I looked at many different RV Forums, FMCA Forums(Family Motor Coach Association)...searching......searching......searching for our answer! I finally went to the Power Gear Company website, the "maker" of the system, and found a little information. Finally, I decided to call it a night, and went to bed.
Today.....Wendell called the company, and they gave him some more places to check for "blown fuses". He came home a little early from work to "find the problem" and FIX IT! He did everything he had been told, and still NOTHING happened! In an exasperated voice he said, "This is NOT a good time for this to be happening!" Knowing my husband and how he likes things to "work right", I felt really bad for him. I wanted it all to come together "easy" and not take forever to find the problem, or even worse, having to take it to an RV mechanic to find the problem. That can cost a LOT of money that we didn't have to spend, and besides that it puts us out of a place to live. I agreed with my husband, "This is NOT a good time for this to be happening!"
I am the "personality type" that when things happen and there seems to be "no answer" I either say, "Oh well.....it'll work out" or I get aggravated that "nothing IS working out" and do my best to "find the answer". It's not because I think I'm smart, because I'm not, but because something rises up in me and says, "there HAS to be an answer to this problem". Hearing the frustration in my husbands voice I got that feeling of determination inside that says, "I'm going to look until I find it!"
So, I got out the "Power Gear Manual" Wendell had printed off of the company site, took it to the front of the coach, sat down in the driver's seat, and read:
"Trouble Shooting Guide"
The following information will guide you to repairs that may be made on site.
1. Probable Cause: Coach Ignition Not In Run Position
Corrective Action: Turn Ignition To Run Position
2. Probable Cause: Transmission Not In Park Or Neutral
` Corrective Action: Place Transmission In Park or Neutral
3. Probable Cause: Parking Brake Not Set
Corrective Action: Set Brake
That's as far as I got! As I read each "Probable Cause" and each "Corrective Action" I "checked" each one. I got to "SET BRAKE". I checked to see if the "brake was set" and it WASN'T! How could that be? I ALWAYS "SET BRAKE"!
Any motor home owner knows that is one of the FIRST things you must do when you are "setting up" a motor home. Anytime you put the coach in "NEUTRAL" and you're going to "sit for awhile", you MUST set the brake or the coach can start rolling and cause you a lot of problems. One of the problems is the "jacks" won't go down to stabilize the coach, if you don't SET THE BRAKE!!! I knew all of this, but somehow I had let that "important step" slip by.
I KNOW....I'm a simple thinker, but this really hit me hard!
There are many people who, in their walk with God, start having problems with "the world" in their lives. Questions start pounding in their mind about "this" or "that", and they start looking for all the "answers" in all the wrong places.
One of the places we go is "reasoning from a carnal mind".
The other is "asking others what THEY think", rather than the man of God, your Pastor, who loves your soul and would do anything to get you to heaven. He would lead you to God's Word for your answers, but we don't want that. It might cause us a little discomfort.
Another place some go is "comparing themselves with others and what THEY are doing".
I have a question..."Since when was anyone so "holy and righteous" that they can be the "measuring stick" for others?" Now, don't get me wrong...the Apostle Paul wrote: "Follow me...as I follow Christ". There ARE those we should look to for our example of what Christ would be pleased with, but the ones we SHOULD look at and FOLLOW are those who live or have lived their lives with this in mind....."Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world". But, a lot of people don't want to measure themselves by THESE Godly examples! So, we keep questioning, and keep getting frustrated from "question after question", when all we need to do is go back to the BASICS of what makes living for God enjoyable. Frustrations from this world would be silenced if we would "get our eyes on Jesus" and "obey His Word"!
Back to our dilemma......We could have been frustrated for many days if we had not gone back to the book and started at the "basics of setting our motor home up" when we did.
I'm asking all of us to RE-VISIT the BOOK, God's Word, and FOLLOW the instructions for a "spiritual stress free life"!
1. Read the directions and SET THE BRAKE!
When you find yourself "off balance" and feel you are "rocking" from this world, SET THE BRAKE on your "heart" and don't let the "things of this world" take away your love for "the things of God".
2. Don't let the world creep into your spirit and mind.
SET THE BRAKE and you'll be back on the "foundation" you've always known that kept you "safe from all harm"!
Oh yeah! By the way......the "stabilizer jacks" worked fine...after I SET the BRAKE!
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Fulfilled
1. The presence of God.
2. A good Apostolic church service.
3. Hearing good anointed preaching.
4. Being with Pastors and their families...preaching, praying, singing, and shouting.
5. Seeing new babies born into the Kingdom of God and backsliders coming home.
6. Rubbing shoulders with the saints of God in praise, worship and fellowship in the aisles after church.
7. Visiting with friends and family over a good meal.
8. Hearing the phone ring, answering it to hear your "Pastor Son" excited about what God is doing in his church, or a special happening of the day.
9. Watching your granddaughter pray for her little friends who come up for "special prayer".
10. Feeling the warm hug from a friend that says, "I love you".
11. Watching on the sideline as the compliment of a friend brightens the eyes and lifts the heart of another friend.
12. Going to bed at night with an overflowing heart of thanksgiving, because I am "blessed beyond measure"!!!!
Now...that's living!
Today, has been "such a day". I have not described to you anything more than what I have experienced on this Sunday.
My husband received a call this week from Darrell Orange inviting him to come preach for him this Sunday morning, so we were went to Deweyville today. We had a wonderful time in service and getting to visit for a short while after church over lunch. I'm glad we have them as "our friends". They always treat us very warm,making us feel very much at home.
Then, we met Bobby and Elaine Edwards to eat and visit after church! They have been our friends for many years. Actually, Elaine and I have been friends since I was 14 years old! I know...that was a long time ago, but our friendship has grown through the years and it doesn't matter how long it's been since we've seen each other, it seems we just "pick up where we left off" when we get to be together. It's so nice having a friend like her. I have several like this, and I'm thankful for them!
We all need each other!!!! This week, visit with a friend. Speak words of encouragement. Let them know you are standing by their side.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
McLeod Weekend, Monday, and Tuesday With Friends
Bro. and Sis. Ron Smith had invited us over for a "home cooked meal"!
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Fun, Exciting Wednesday Evening - And...a SURPRISE!
After service we all headed to IHOP and was I in for a SURPRISE! When we were pulling into the parking lot we saw a couple going to their car. I said to my husband, "I think I know them!" Then it dawned on me WHO this couple was. So, I got out of the car, walked over and introduced myself. LOL! I had never actually met them, but had READ THEIR BLOG enough times to "recognize" who they were. It was......Ken and Julie Cook! We talked for awhile, and, of course I HAD to take a picture or two!
I trust you are all having a wonderful week. We will be heading to Wichita Falls to be at a wedding we've all been waiting for, for a LONG TIME! I'm looking forward to being "home" for a few days with family, friends, and "church family". We will see you all SOON!!!
Friday, August 29, 2008
PREACH, PREACHER, PREACH!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Let It Rain!
Sunday, August 17, 2008
A Sunday "Hello"
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Euless Weekend
You will not find any better people than Bro. and Sis. McLaughlin, and Bro. and Sis. Benson (Sis. McLaughlin's parents) Bro. Benson started the church 39 years ago and when he retired, Bro. McLaughlin took the pastorate! What a great team they have made through the years.
One of the beautiful things I saw tonight in church were the McLaughlin's sons, Jonmichael (11 yrs. old?) and Blake (9 yrs. old?) worshipping the Lord. From the very beginning of service they had their hands raised and were in the spirit of worship. It was awesome to watch as they gave praise and glory to God! I love to see our preacher's kids involved in the church. Then there's Jenna...(5 yrs old). She is so cute! Jenna and Alayna are friends, so we had something in common. She HAD to ride with us tonight to the restaurant. I was happy to have her with us. Of course, it made me miss my granddaughters something terrible!
I didn't get a lot of pictures today, but I still wanted to share the few I got.
After a time of prayer before service tonight, I went into the sanctuary to wait for the service to begin. As I was sitting there I watched as people came out of the prayer room. There was an elderly gentleman that walked by, a couple ladies, then my attention was captured by the next two people. It was a mother and young daughter holding hands as they left the prayer room. I thought, "That's one of the things I love about going to church!" Seeing parents teaching their children to love God is so beautiful. Here are a few of my thoughts tonight.
The things "I LOVE about going to church", or I could say...things "I LOVE about being a part of a church" came to mind.
1. God comes and meets with us.
2. I have friends and family there.
3. I have a Pastor who preaches the Word of God, so I can be saved.
4. People really do CARE!
5. There is unconditional love from those around me.
6. We are FAMILY!
7. I feel at "home", when I'm with those who believe Truth!
8. I love good, Apostolic music!
9. I love good, Apostolic, anointed singing!
10. I love the freedom I have to worship and praise the Lord.
I've known these things all of my life, but tonight I was overwhelmed with the awesomeness of being part of "THE CHURCH"! It's just FUN living for God!!! I have always LOVED church, and I'm not about to stop now!
Of course, I didn't even begin to tell all the reasons I LOVE church. That's just a "tidbit" of my heart.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Camp Meeting Slideshow
As I stated in the previous post, TEXAS Camp Meeting was absolutely phenomenal this year! Every service, every speaker, every praise group and all the musicians did an incredible job of bringing us into the presence of God and leading us to worship and adore Him. The preaching was solid Apostolic preaching. We had our times of rejoicing, re-dedication, "getting the sand out of our shoes" (thank you Bro. Graham) and enjoying messages of separation and truth!!!! I don't know when I have ever been in a camp meeting quite like this one. That is not an overstatement for me. It was just that awesome!
Here are a "few" pictures I took during the week. You would be sitting at your computer a long time if I posted all of them! LOL! I hope you will enjoy these.
Today begins the Crusader Camp! These are the "little kids" and they are swarming all over the camp ground! We are going to have FUN this week! I can't wait to get my "work" done so I can get on the golf cart and go check everything out!!!! Ya'll have a great week and I will be blogging again, when I have a break from all the FUN, FOOD and FELLOWSHIP!